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[SAMI]

Have you felt that you were on trial and basically already knew that you were guilty but still pled not guilty?

That's how I felt right now.

Tonya and I just finally arrived at my place with her pulling up into my drive with both of us getting out and heading inside once I had unlocked my front door.

Once inside, I toss my bag on the couch and headed over to the kitchen to grab something to drink from the fridge.

Tonya followed me but sat on the stool that was across from where I was in the kitchen.

She leaned forward and propped her elbow on the counter. "Explain this." She used her hands to point towards my stomach. She definitely was not letting this go.

I take a deep breath, ready to explain everything to her that best way I could at the moment.

What could I tell her? I slept with a guy that I probably will never see again and I was having his baby. Was I going to keep the baby? Should I tell him?

What to do?

What to do?

What to do?!

So many questions were running through my head, that I started to feel light-headed. I had to brace the edge of the counter to catch myself from falling again as I was becoming lightheaded once more.

"Are you going to keep the baby? Who is the father, Sami? Are you going to tell him?" Were the words that snapped me back into reality.

I open my eyes."Funny thing is, you know who the father is," I start to explain to her.

I glance up at Tonya as she stares at me with a confused towards my statement. "Sami, what are you talking about?"

I give a little chuckle before moving forward to explain what I meant. "The father is a guy that I'll never see again, Tonya. The father is Hoseok,  the BTS member. And don't know what to do. I-i dont know what to do."

I choke out those words because they were true. I didn't. I soon hear noises come from across the counter from Tonya as she goy from her seat and came over to me and put her arm around my shoulder.

"It will be alright, Sami, " She consoled me saying. "Whatever your choice is, I will stand by you, okay?"

She drew me into a hug and I start to laugh while crying, hoping that I could make the right choice in the end.

We stay in this position for a moment until I pull away, wiping the tears from my eyes. I was starting to feel exhausted and wanted to lay down to clear my head.

[TONYA]