last goodbye

#4; bye-bye

On Saturday, I got a called that my father would came back home. I was full of joys to pick and meet him.

I called Emma, yet, she kept shouting at me. She blamed on me in everything. I just want to bring her with me because my parents always reminding me for not drive alone but...

​"Just go! Don’t you listen what I just said, you’re not my friend! Just go die!" Emma shouted.

I felt so harrowing.

“Emma. Are we still friend? Are we still good? Aren't we still gonna be good? Do you even miss me a bit? Cause I missed you so much. Come back. Don't leave me alone.”

“Are you deaf? We’re not friend,”

​“Emma, thanks for being my friend all this while. If I hurt you, I am so sorry. Can I ask you something?” I asked.

She didn’t said anything.

“If one day I will dissapear or die without saying goodbye, what will you do?” I said in a soft tone.

“I don't care anymore about you! Just go die!”

Emma just hung up. She ignored me. I was giggled yet cried. I knew she lied.

I missed how cute she was. How broken she was. She such a cute crybaby. I missed the time when she won a singing competition and she looked for me first. She hugged me tightly and said, “Thanks to you I won this. I love you,” that's the most honest words that I got from her since then. I missed her so badly.

Emma closed her locker. She walked through her class but Sarah blocked her way. Sarah looked at her with an annoying face.

“What’s wrong, Sarah?”

Sarah pushed Emma until she fell.

“Sarah, what’s wrong with you?”

“You know what, Emma. I’d enough already,”

“What do you mean?”

“I’m tired pretending to be your friend. You know why? Because I hate you and of course I hate Rinn the most,”

“Why, Sarah” Emma cried.

“Why? Of course, I want to make you guys fighting. I want you to hate Rinn and seems like I did it. You guys annoyed me a lot. Remember that night at the party? You guys really ruined the night. And I had done with the revenge. Good luck with your Rinn."

"Why Sarah why? I thought we could be best friend?"

"Best friend? Stop daydreaming. I could never be friend with someone like you,"

Sarah laughed heartily. She left Emma alone. Emma gush. She can’t stop crying. Finally, the truth had revailed.

​Without wasted my precious time, I walked to my car and drove to the airport alone. I tried not to overthinking things. I put away my cellphone as it rang. Nathan’s named were on the screen.

My feelings was mixed. Everything was in chaos. I felt so devastated, I cried and cried. I can't stop thinking about her. I loved her but that was in past. She already had said to me that I am no longer her best friend. I cried and cried all over again.