Good Aye lil psychos(start song now)
Not really...
But Hey...
This is probably going to be a long chapter...
So guys. Nobody knows but i almost started cutting again the other night but i cant. When i pick up a razor, I can not help but throw it across the room. I cant tell if thats good or not. Im crying right now. I dont want to be writing this. larrystylinson4dayz I want you to know that you are one of the very few people who was there for me and made me laugh. The reason I have said all of this is because I believe Im a lesbian. School is the worst thing right now. The only person at school who really dont judge me for who i am is my friend aabwarner. I havnt been sleeping lately. If you seen how many bags i have under my eyes then you would understand. When i do sleep, I sleep for only about an hour before i wake up crying. This thing called life is so hard to get through. Its like a maze, it might take a while to get out but you will find your way. I keep telling myself that. Hopefully it will work. I acrually got my hour of sleep last night but i woke up late. So now i am sitting in my room on my bed not giving a fuck in the world. When youve been faking a smile for so long, its easy to do. Im not going to lie to you guys. Im not okay. I try to hide it and you guys are the oncly people who understand.Well, I will talk to you guys later i guess.
Good damn bye.
~ fello-
You know what.
Fuck it.
