Lost Girl

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Miaa POV
April 7th

As I stepped out of the shower I heard my phone ringing. After I wrapped the towel around me I grabbed my phone off the charger and answered it .

"Hello?" I didn't recognize the number because it wasn't saved

"Char'Miáa?" I heard a voice that I'd thought I never had to hear ever again, cry.

"Aaliyah?" I spoke and had flashbacks to that day.

"Char'Miáa I am so sorry I didn't believe you when you told me that Cha-" I hung up the phone I couldn't take the pain that I was feeling as I spoke to the person that I though was my cousin. She's not my cousin, I disowned her ever since. How could you think someone that is a virgin and doesn't know anything about nothing, lie about loosing their virginity without their consent. She is not family,she is just a junky that depends on dick and drugs in my opinion. She is someone who give no fucks about how you feel, she only care for herself and will beat on you so many times for the fun of it. She love making others feel bad about themselves. She is no ken of mine.
Going into the bathroom I cried and looked in the mirror. I'm so fucking ugly and worthless. I hated every bit of Aaliyah and Chad . They made me so depressed and livid every time I thought back to that day. It's amazing how so much things can happen in a short amount of time. I cry and cry almost everyday and I am sick and tired of it. This is not going to be the problem of my lifetime anymore. I'll have happiness again, I can't take this feeling anymore. I blamed myself for letting his arms catch me while he was chasing me. I blamed myself for not fighting him off better than what I could've done. This is the end of the depression trip, I am now going to find happiness some how. Letting it all go I screamed really loudly. I placed my hands on the counter and stared at myself through the huge bathroom mirror. The scream that escaped my mouth let out a lot of anger.
"You are going to get through this pretty damn soon Char'Miáa Elise Goldie, and that's a Promise. You are going to find yourself from this point on you are NOT a Lost Girl.

Leaving the bathroom their was a knock on my door, I looked down at my attire and I still was naked underneath a towel. Who ever was on the other side of the door knocked again. I rolled my eyes and ask who it was , my heart fluttered when I heard his voice say his name. I quietly told him to hold on while I put something on and got dressed. As soon as I was dressed I opened the door and told him he can come in. Christopher closed the door behind him and accompanied me as I was sitting on my couch. We stared at each other for a while just admiring one another, until he spoke.

"Why have you been crying?"

"How-" he cut me off by saying "You didn't answer my question." I huffed and told him that he wouldn't understand. I mean he wouldn't, if I told him my cousin that I haven't seen in 5 years called me, then he'd never understand how that made me cry.

"Can you make me understand? There is something bothering you and I'd like to at lease try to help... Please" he grabbed my hands with pleading eyes. The longer I stared in his eyes the more my eyes stung, tears welled up at the rim of my eyes threaten to spill. Once I blinked and opened my mouth to speak, I felt hot tears streaming down my cheeks. Christopher quickly wiped them with the pads of his thumb.

"Five years ago on my birthday, my cousin Aaliyah and her Boyfriend Chad took me to a park... An empty park. Aaliyah and Chad took drugs, got high off of anything that they could lay their hands on. On this particular day Aaliyah was sprung out on drugs sleep in the back seat while Chad was sitting on the bench I played by myself and felt Chad watching me the whole time. He just stared not saying a word, not moving a muscle until I went over towards the locked bathroom building. I picked up rocks until I heard his feat near me, I quickly dropped the rocks and stood up. The closer he got to me the father I backed away, until my back hit the wall. I was trapped... By now my heart was beating so fast, he tried to kiss me I kept turning my head and his final attempt I just kicked him in his area and ran. By now I was full on crying and out of breath but still running. When he caught me I was done for, he stripped me and raped me. The whole time I was screaming for Aaliyah she was sleep, couldn't wake up because of the drugs. When I told her she just thought I was lying and said the blood came from my cycle, that I was just trying to make her unhappy. And with that she took me to a Foster Home and told them to keep me. My mom and dad died and the rest of our family didn't give two shits. I don't have any family, I am alone. So today she called me trying to apologize but I couldn't handle hearing her voice. She told me I was lying when the words he raped me came from my mouth. So that's why I was crying Christopher that's fucking why!!" I broke down once again. He pulled me in his arms and hugged me tightly I could fill his hot tears on my shoulder.

"I am so sorry you had to go through that Miaa" he held me tightly

"I cry and cry every freaking day I just want to be happy again. I'm tired of crying I am sooo tired" I cried harder and clung on to him

"I'll make it my responsibility that you be happy from this day on Miaa, I promise" he said as he let go of me and looked in my eyes