i've been in this boot for like 3 days and already wanna kill myself. but if i wear it everyday, by the time my first competition comes up i should be able to cheer.
*2monthslater/dayofcompetition*
i'm so nervous right now. this is like life or death. not really but you know. me and jacob have grown really close so he's trying to calm me down while ryan is stretching. we have to cheer for two teams today so its gonna be interesting. our coach told us if we get any lower than 2nd place we have to do 100 push ups and she makes us do them on the beams. my ankle is like mostly healed. like of course it's still sprained, kinda, but i only have to wear a brace now. ryan walked out of the stretching room. he came up to me and hugged me then kissed my cheek and looked at jacob. i don't think he likes jacob to much.
"on deck is the top gun jags" the announcer man said. "that's us" ryan said squeezing my hand. jacob wished us good luck and we walked away. i was super nervous that this would go horrible and i would fall or something but jacob told me to keep my head held high and my bow even higher. "next up is the Top Gun Jags!!" the announcer guy screamed. a bunch of people started screaming. we walked onto the blue mat and i froze. i didn't think i could do it but as soon as the music started, i was completely fine. (below)
(a/n i know the pic above has a different uniform but just go with it. thx babes)
i felt a lot better after that performance and felt like we would do good on the other one too.
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we won 1st and grand champs for both teams. i was so excited!! i ran up to ryan, rapped my legs around his torso and kissed him. we all got medals and trophies leaving me with 2 medals just from today. after the competition, me, kaylee, and crystal (new friend) took a picture together. i posted it on instagram (below)
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(kaylee on left, crystal in middle, and skylar on right)
after we decided to eat at applebee's. we put on shirts and left. i sat in the middle of ryan and kaylee and crystal and jacob sat in front of us. we ordered, ate, and left. after we went to jacobs house and slept over. ryan and jacob were playing video games while bickering back and forth. i walked over to them and said on the couch. "i'm not gonna talk to either of you until your friends" i told them. "i'm not gonna be friends with the douchebag that bullied you and then thought you cheated on him." ryan told me. "and i'm not gonna be friends with the guy that walk away from you at school." jacob said back. "calm down calm down." i said. "let's see your similarities. ummm... you both like football, both dated me, both saved me, both left me, both like basketball, both like watching me cheer, and both are nice."
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i'm laying in my bed contemplating what i should be for halloween. i know it's in like 1 month (i have no clue what month it was in this) when i get a text from ryan. ry🔐:i'mbreakingupwithyou.sorryit'snotyou,it'sme.ijustdon'thavefeelingsforyouanymore.pleasedon'tbemad.iknowthatjacoblikesyouandyoulikejacobandyourreallycutetogether.so...let'sjustbefriends? me:yeahsure.igwecanbefriends. ry🔐:kthankyou😊 me:np
i'm not sad or mad or anything. i called jacob and told him to come over. he did as he was told and jumped through the window. "hey" he said "hi. me and ryan broke up" i said straight out. "what? are you ok-" i cut him off by kissing him. "will you be my boyfriend?" i asked him hope-filled. "never in a million years" he started. i felt me stomach drop to my feet and looked down. he picked my head up and finished. "would i say no" he smirked and kiss me. he decided to go live and tell everyone.
