One Direction Infection

Please Don't Cry...

Please Don’t Cry…

“Leah, please don’t cry, it will be fine, the boys and I wont let anything happen. I promise” I said my eyes pleading with her to believe me. “I’m scared Louis” I looked at her wide eyed. “Why?” She looked down, trying not to cry. “What if they, break us up, what if they never speak to me again, or or worse” She choked on a few tears that fell again. I bowed my head in disappointment, how could I have done this to her, everything bad in her life as gond wrong because of me. “Leah, baby please, just go to sleep, you need your rest, well talk about this tomorrow” I smiled kissing her on the head. “And don’t worry, Charlotte will rip into them, and you know how scared Simon is of Lottie” She laughed before rolling over, I jumped in with her, wrapping my arms safely around her and the baby. Right now all our problems just seemed to fade away, right now In her arms everything felt right. But tomorrow will be a different story, that I was going to have to face up to sooner or later. “I love you Louis, always have always will.” She whispered, I kissed the back of her head, and rubbed her hand gentle. “I love you to Leah. Forever and Always.” I said back before falling asleep. 

Leah POV

I woke the next morning as realisation finally hit me, it wasn’t just a dream, Dad really did disown me, Mum and Uncle Simon really are angry with me, furious even, and there was nothing I could do about it, as much as the boys wanted to help, there was nothing we could do, you could NEVER!  Say no to Mum and Uncle Simon. I wanted to cry, I wanted to crawl in a ball and hide from everything but I couldn't do that. I got up checking twitter, hoping maybe this wasn’t as bad as they thought. It was all the same, everyone wanted to know if it’s was true about the baby, I didn’t know if they were angry or if they were happy, and honestly I didn’t want to know! I sighed changing in to my clothes. I placed a Violet tulip next to my pillow , Louis had placed a vase full next to my window seat, I then scribbled down a message to Louis on a note. Placing it next to the tulip, I then slipped out of the room, and into Lottie’s, I found her asleep, she looked so peaceful, I sighed placing another note next to her bedside table and a violet tulip to, I kissed her on the head before leaving her room, I heard someone in the kitchen and I quietly sneaked to the door, but kicked my toe in the process. “Shit” I tried to whisper but Liam heard me poking his head around the corner.  

He looked at the little bag in my hand and gave me a worried look. “Lea?” He tried to get out before I cut him off. “I’m sorry” was all I said before slipping threw the door and run to me car. Driving off as quickly as I could I went to the one place I knew no one would know where id be. Our spot. Well maybe not anymore since Dad doesn’t even wanna look at me anymore. 

I reached the park in no time, getting out I leave my bag but take my phone, In case, I walk over to the swings and sit on one, the wind was a little chilly but the sun helped, I looked at a few little kids playing, as I just sat and thought about everything that is going wrong in my life. Thats when a little girl ran up to me. “Your Leah aren’t you!” She yelled, I smiled back at her, before I went on tour with the boys, I used to help out at my old school, and this young girl went to that school. “It’s been awhile Becs” I said smiling, she sat next to me on one of the swings. “Whats wrong Leah? You look sad? Is their something wrong with you and Louis?” She asked casually, I stared at her in shock, this girl was only like 10 and she knew about Louis and I. “How did you?” I tired to get out as she gave off a little laugh. “I saw it on TV and a magazine, I knew it was you, because well I have always loved your sparkly eyes, and I recognised them” I smiled at Becky, she would tell me everyday how much she wished she had my eyes.

 “Becs, have you ever had everything in your life come crashing down? Just one thing after another?” She laughed alittle, before smiling. “I’m only 10 Leah.” I laughed realising “ Oh well, yeah thats right” I said lost for words. She quickly jumped off the swing, pulling me with her, and sitting me down on the grass. “Tell me” She said in a grown up voice. Wow this girl was as scary as Lottie when it comes to things like this. “Louis and I have well, had to keep our relationship low key, but then we kinda couldn't anymore, and Simon and My mum were none the wiser, but now they have found out, and I don’t know what to do, my dad has disowned me, the boys said they will be there for me, but I’m scared!” She looked at me and replied with an answer I never thought I would hear. “Did he disown you because of the baby?” She asked, and I couldn't help but gawk at her. “Well, your hand is a dead give away right now” She said point to my hand that was resting on my stomach, “ And I also say a picture on a magazine, the one from up that website.” I laughed , now she sounds like a 10 year old. “Twitter?” I asked as she nodes, it was only at that point that I realises that I’m crying. Becky suddenly stands up wrapping her arms around me, “It will be okay,” She said, those were the only words she said, which in some way made me feel a little better. “I hope so” I said hugging her back.