Poetry

Questions

I have some questions. 
Where does it come from,
All your pent-up aggression?
Why is it directed at me?
What have I done,
Why can this be?
Is it from your new hate for me?
Or does our friendship have a suffering fee.
Do you enjoy causing me pain?
Is it really any gain?
I don't understand. 
It hurts so much I can hardly stand. 
Why are you doing this?
You're throwing my joy into an abyss. 
Can't you tell me why?
Or would you rather watch me burn and cry.
Can't you see this is hurting me?
It's killing me,
It's turning me.
Don't you care?
You not seeing,
I can't bare. 
Is there something wrong with me?
Am I driving you away?
Or am I your helpless prey. 
You lie to me.
You share my secrets. 
You laugh at me.
You rip at my weakness. 
You laugh when I cry. 
You sneer when I try to be kind. 
You scream when I make a sound. 
I guess you wish I would choke. 
After all you've done...
I can't believe I still want to be friends.