I need to step up my game and starts working out again eat right and shit. No that's something I don't want long hair for but too bad im growing it out that is lol. Okay so I haven't updated in a while that's because I am trying my best to ignore the fact my girlfriend isn't able to talk to me. Erm so I have been really really calm. Because of that piano/dubstep song. It's what calms me other than ice cream and oreos. So I was watching The Fosters last night and it was when Callie's brother got adopted but also met his father. That made me upset a little cause I know my dad's out in prison by he tried to kill my mom did he do it because he wanted me or did he do because he didn't want me. I want to meet him. But at the same time I want someone other than family to go because they'll be over protective. Plus I don't really tell my family how I fell mostly my friends or I think they're my friends until they randomly stop texting me or block me. Is it because I'm to weird for you am I annoying?
Then I realize I really shouldn't even give a fuck friends I would like to have which I have some but still they can destroy your life. But hey maybe it's just me. Erm so tonight I wat on the floor and started to work out randomly and kept going. I'm going to have to work on my upper body strength. And lower....so I usually update while I'm in school but my aunt is getting really annoying about "Who are you texting"
"Uhh my friend" (I didn't even know the Chick I was on whisper)
"Well tell your friend to stop texting you your at school till 3 o'clock". I looked at her and laughed a little I wasn't sure if she heard it or not but she can hit me or beat me she's not getting my phono matter what. Skye can come back anytime which I have a feeling that would be till next month and she's going to miss the happy birthday I said to her. But she'll be older then me. 15....I'm 14 she's good for me I hope.
I hate when you be texting and accidentally say hoe. I'm like no no shit how* HOW*. Meep whale goodnight peeps
