Okay so like I know everyone has thoughts but I did some research last night again and I fit the definition of insane. But I'm not sure yet ahhh my thoughts right now are blood death candy stuffed animals and my girlfriend. I'm not normal I know that I have lots of problems if I think hard enough I'll believe anything my mind thinks about. Like with this one I girl I thoughts so hard so much that she wanted me gone now I believe and now I want to hurt her. I don't know why but damn that's evil. Sometimes I believe that I am in a different world. Like I'm still here but I feel like I can do anything in that world. I'm not the only one I know I'm not or is that something that I just wanted to believe. Sometimes i believe I'm five sometimes I believe I'm 20. Ay night someone watches me my every move and I know someone watches me during the day I don't like it when people watch me. It makes me mad I hate it. I'm creepy at all I'm just insane.
