Asher's POV:
I watch as James walks away leaving me here in the woods with the other Full Bloods I could care less about. Staring through me with their eyes wanting to know what happened. All of them hungry for information about James and I especially Dereck. Dereck, the one I want to kill so bad most of the time. He's like an annoying headache I can't get rid of always talking never shutting up, getting into people's bussiness. I don't ask much well maybe I do but I would like somethings in my life private. I guess though I can't even get that.
All the Full Bloods thanks to Dereck have been whispering about James and I for the passed couple of months since my birthday has been coming closer. I'm turning eighteen in a short couple of months and everyone is wondering. Wondering if I'm going to mate with James and if we will be the new leaders of the Full Blood Army one day. That's the same thing I've been thinking and wondering about for years.
"Asher do you want me to go after him?" Jeremy asks with his hand on my shoulder.
"No, leave him alone. I'm going to take a walk I'll meet you later." I say walking away from everyone.
I've known James for years since we were younger. I'm older by four years which explains why when we were younger we never got along. I hated having to spend time with him when he wasn't even my age. I wanted to spend time with Full Bloods my age instead of some little kid I had to watch over. I played tricks on him all the time not caring if it hurt him or something bad happened. It made me laugh to watch him suffer and be embarrassed in front of others. I hated him after all but when I was sixteen everything changed.
He was thirteen and we were alone together like usual but it was different that night. I could see in his eyes what he wanted, what he been wanting and I gave it to him without him even asking. The truth is I wanted it too and have for a while so he didn't need to ask. I tried to ignore what I knew from a young age but I couldn't. I couldn't ignore what I wanted any longer. I loved James and knew he was the one I wanted to mate with once he got older. And those months we spent together meant a lot to me making me believe he actually liked me back. Not love but liked. Love could come later I told myself. Before the love could even happen I ruined it all when I said those four words. Four words I should of waited to say. I love you James.
One Year Eariler:
I lean forward and start to kiss James gently like I have been every night for the passed four months. On the bed I get on top of James as I start to kiss his neck and lightly bite him. Not marking him or even drawing blood just teasing him. With every little bite I can hear him moan and it turns me on even more.
"Do you like that?" I ask not stopping.
All I get for an answer is a smile across his face letting me know he does.
I keep biting him and start to move my hand lower and lower down his body. I start to unbutton and unzip his pants sliding my hand down. He pushes my hand away teasing me but I don't care. It's been like this since we started doing this. He acts like he doesn't want me to touch him when I know that is a lie. I can see in his face he wants me to continue. I play along though taking my hand out. He starts to touch me through my pants feeling how hard I already am.
"Why do you like teasing me?" I say moving his hand in mine showing him what I want him to do.
"Because I can," he says.
I kiss him and he kisses back and then I let something slip out of my mouth before I can stop myself. "I love you James."
I want to take it back, take the words back before I said it but it's too late. I already know James heard what I said by the way he is looking at me. Looking at me like it's the worst thing he ever heard in his life. Everything we felt just a moment ago is gone and an awkward silence replacing it.
"I'm sorry that came out wrong." I say trying to pretend I didn't mean it when I did.
He pushes me off of him and sits up on the bed beside me giving me a serious look. "I don't love you Asher and I never will." he says cold and emotionless. His words feeling like a stab in the heart.
"How do you know that you never will?" I ask annoyed that he can say that when we have been together secretly for a couple months. Never declaring or defining our relationship but I assumed we were together in a relationship. All the time we spent together is considered more than friends isn't it?
"Because I know Asher." he answers.
"James your the one I want to mate with, the one I want to spend the rest of my life with, be in control with. I knew this since we were younger and you're going to tell me it's never going to happen?" I say.
"This is fun, was fun but it should probably end now. I don't love you how could I? Your Asher West and I'm James Hansen two complete oppsites. All I felt for you was lust not love. We just been fooling around nothing else okay. We're never going to happen Asher so leave now please?" he says looking at me then at the door.
Back to Present:
I guess you can say I'm not very smart or good with when to say certain things. He ended whatever type of relationship we had after that night but I'm still convinced I can change his mind or at least take out my competetion. I never left James alone because it's impossible for him to know we can never work out if he never gave us a chance. And with my birthday coming up I know I have to convince him he was wrong or there is always plan b. Take out the distraction I know he has. After all I am Asher West and I always get what I want.
I stop walking and stand out of sight looking up at the window of the house where James spends most of his time. James can pretend and act like he isn't doing anything wrong but I've known all along. I'll let him have his fun with his human for now because I know soon enough his perfect world will be falling apart. And while that is happening I'll be standing by laughing as I watch. What can I say? I still love watching people suffer especially James. It's a favorite hobby of mine and I'm just waiting for the perfect moment.
"Sleep well Trevor," I say queitly out loud and start walking back home. A devish smile across my face as I start to think of ways to torture and kill him.
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