Full Blood Series

Part One: Full Bloods Chapter Twenty five

Chapter Twenty five

Markcus' POV

"What's wrong? Why is he bleeding so much?" I ask panicking as I see all the blood pouring out of James' body.

This isn't normal, this shouldn't be happening. James' eyes close as Janey cuts the umbilical cord and places the baby beside him. Its a boy, James had a boy. And now the connection I feel towards him is starting to fade. Making me believe he might be leaving me forever.

"James? James?" I say staring into James' eyes hoping he will open his eyes.

He can't be dying can he? "Is he going to be okay?! Is he?!" I yell at Janey.

She looks at me unsure not knowing the answer. This can't be happening, not now. I only had a few months with him I can't lose him now. I risked everything to be with him, without him I have no one. I have no reason to start my own clan without James by my side. I get up from the bed putting my hands over my head pacing back and forth.

"He is losing too much blood Markcus there isn't much I can do now. We are just going to have to wait and hope the bleeding stops. He was already weak from the pregnancy. Giving birth took a lot out of him. I can't do anything more I'm sorry Markcus." she says.

She places the baby in a blanket holding him in her arms, James' baby. She walks over trying to hand him over to me to hold but I move away. I can't hold the baby, holding him won't make me feel better or less worried about James. This baby is the reason why James is in this situation right now. This is James' baby and he should be holding his baby first right now before me but he's not.

"I can't, I can't right now." I say before walking out of the room and heading up to the school level. I hear Janey shout my name trying to get me back in the room but I ignore her. Ignore everyone around me trying to reassure me.

I just want to be alone, away from everyone. I get up to the classroom getting up from under the desk and start walking out the door. I don't know where I'm going all I know is I can't be down there. I can't watch him die in front of my eyes. I fall to the ground on my knees scared for what's going to happen.

I love him more than I ever wanted to admit. And since we left the Full Blood Army I love him even more. I never stopped loving him especially the whole year I wasn't with him. I thought about him constantly even following him from a distance. I wasn't able to get my mind off of him and all the months we spent together. I couldn't see myself with anyone else. So when he left me all alone without an answer that night it felt like he ripped my heart out.

I remember that night just like yesterday. We were in the school and I asked him if he wanted to leave with me and start our own clan. Live in the abandoned school far away from the Full Blood Army. Runaway together and build our own clan, a clan we could control together. That was the only way we could be together since I wasn't good enough for him by his parents approval. I wasn't the one they wanted their only child to mate with. I wasn't from a royal bloodline I was just a normal Full Blood.

After all in Scott's eyes I was just going to end up like my father. And maybe he was right I kind of did. Didnt I? I'm with James', a Full Blood that just gave birth to a Half Blood that isn't mine. The only difference is I'm not going to end my life.

I knew what I was getting into the moment I gave into James' plea to be together. I still loved James and would do anything for him. I love him and that baby that might be the reason he might not live. They're both mine and I'm going to protect them both. From the Full Blood Army, Asher and anyone else that might want to hurt them.

But right now, right now there's nothing I can do to help James. And if I hold that baby it will just make me feel worthless and depressed. Almost like the way I felt when James left me. I've thought about that day so many times over the past year. The night when James took off without an answer making me believe it was over crushed me.