HYUNGGG,I MISS YOU~

OLD MEMORIES

Wookie miss his hyung so much..

All SJ member have their individual schedule. And him? Nope. He have nothing..since he will enlist soon,SM already stop his schedule and ask him to stay at his apartment..he plan to stay with his parents before he enlist but he just cannot leave his apartment..well not really his apartment but he shares with kyuhyun and two other managers who still single..of course their managers sleep with them..they need to leave early for every schedule!! And yeah,there is no word 'LATE' in their schedule.

Some of SJ members still in charged..the last time he met other members was last month..he really miss everyone. His family,friends and mostly he really miss his favourite hyung. He want to meet him. But he cannot because managers already warned SJ members to not keep in touch with him..

After that accident,everyone really hate him..everyone just dont want to hear anything about him..even they dont want to say or hear his name..and its really broke my heart!! They know nothing yet make some stupid conclusion already!! We have known each other for along time..we share our tears,happiness,fearness and we basicly grow up together!! I miss his present in my life!! I miss his scold when i make a mistake during our rehearsal,i miss his gentle smile when i achieve my goals,i miss the moment when he treat my injured leg while keep murmuring that i should be careful next time and i miss old memories when he said that he will piggyback me to school because i was too tired to walking to go school but end up go to school by a car..

●BACK TO THE OLD MEMORIES●

'Hyunggggg,im too tired..i dont want to go school today!!~~',sleepy wookie whined to kangin.

'Nope wookie-ah. U should go to school!! I dont want u feel sad during your exam later when your friends can answer their question better than u!! I want u to become a genius dongsaeng so our fans can proud of u and they will follow your step!! And your result is very good so dont ruin it! Wookie-ahh ireona!! Ppalli!! Hyung will piggyback u to school if u too tired to walking,okay?',kangin try to wake up wookie while pat his head sweetly.

'But,hyungg~~fans will love me even im a fool! They promise to love me just the way i am', pouted wookie who already in a sit position while try to open his sleepy eyes. Well he only got sleep for a few hours then here kangin come and wake him from his beauty sleeping.

Sigh. Kangin know what wookie told him is true..well who not love this cute boy? He such an innocent boy who will do anything without thinking..thats why members always over-protective towards him!

'Wookie-ah listen me,okay. What do you feel when one day,fans come to you and say that they achieve their school result with a flying colours because of  you? They achieve their goals successly because they follow your step,who keep work hard and never give up just to make people around him feel satisfied? Dont u feel proud of that? I know u wookie-ah..hyung never say that u should follow all my words but i just want the best for u",told kangin while staring at wookie sleepy face.

'Ne,arasso hyung. But hyungg~ can u ask manager hyung to fetch me after school?  My leg hurts a lot because of yesterday dance rehearsal ㅠㅠ  pleaseeeee,hyung~~?! Just for this week? Humph? I promise i will walk by myself next week,since we dont have any dance rehearsal  anymore',pleaded wookie.

'Okay since u would go to school,hyung and teukie hyung will send and fetched u after school..hyung know you are tired wookie-ah..so dont worry,ne. Your leg will not hurt again. so started from today u would goes to school by a car..hyung or teukie hyung will send and fetched u after school',explain kangin to wookie.

'JINJJA hyungg??!! U would do that? Gomawoo hyung~~ saranghae hyung..i know u hate to see me in a pain..even u will blame yourself if i catch a cold!! Kkk hyunggg,you know that i love u so much right? U know that i love u just like my own hyung,right? Eventhough,i dont have biological hyung. I feel so lucky to have u in my life. Before i always felt alone because im only child..i dont have sibling. Eomma and appa too old to give me a dongsaeng. And everytime i talk about to having an adopt dongsaeng, eomma and appa will keep apologise to me. Because they cannot give me a dongsaeng. To stop them feel guilty,i will say im okay and its not a big deal..but im grateful because eomma and appa love me so much. Its make me realised that i not ready to share their love towards me with someone.',wookie try so hard to hold his tears while pouring out everything he saved in his heart to kangin.