HYUNGGG,I MISS YOU~

LAST HOPE

HEY EVERYONE IM BACK!! SORRY FOR THE LATE UPDATE!! THANK YOU FOR WAITING PATIENTLY ^^

With a big smile on his lips he jump and sit down on his bed..this is his last hope to keep contact with kangin..Ryeowook keep writing and writing..He pour everything he want to telp on the paper..
PAPER? Yes,he write a letter to kangin..why a letter? Because his manager will never think that an idol write a letter to other idol just to communicating.Nope..well there are many modern communication way yet this the only way that he can think which safe and the better one.

Of course if he use email,message,kakaotalk,line or whatever apps his manager can smell his plan. His manager not that fool thought..well atleast he just know it when his manager suddenly check his phone everyday after got warned to not stay contact with kangin..and his reason was so stupid..'to not contact his hyung so he can stay calm and at the same time can protect his 'solo idol image' '.. damn it ryeowook never think to take care and protect his image just to let his hyung got bashed by stupid netizen that always judge idols this day..just think about it already make ryeowook going crazy and want to punch all faces that keep judge super junior and called them a rubbish group..

After finish writing his letter for kangin,he fold it slowly with full hope in heart that this letter arrive safely to the person. He also hope that his manager ask nothing when he want to go post office to send his letter.he really miss his hyung alot. Eventhough he not really confident that kangin will reply his letter yet he really hope kangin feel  what he feel right now after read his letter..he really want to hug his hyung.

AFTER BACK FROM POST OFFICE

'Aigoooo..ah jinjja..what a luck that hyung not ask me where was i go..thank god',sigh wookie..

slowly he strip and only left with a white t-shirt and a black tight jeans. Ryeowook stand up and slowly walk to his window room. 'What a nice view' said him..

'I hope kangin hyung see this view eventhough at different place..ahh jinjja this view make me want to drink wine with him'

He put his hand on his window glass and keep staring to outside view..'hyung i hope you will stay strong and dont give up.. there are many people that still support you..there are many fans keep message me asked 'how are you doing?' 'Is kangin oppa okay?' 'Please wipe kangin oppa tears if he crying' 'International ELF will support him no matter what happen'..read those messages really broke my heart and i feel grateful at the same time..they are really worry of you,hyung-ah..sometimes i feel we are too much..do we really deserve their loves and supports from them,hyung? We keep make them crying will our failness and break their heart with our dating rumor. When i see our fans cries, i really want to wipes their tears and say that please dont cry but i cannot hyung..im not that strong..thats why during our perfomances or fanmeeting i will try my best to not crying or work hard. Because different places different fans we will see and got..i dont know why but i hate it when fans say that they will never marry with other man because they want to show their support towards us..i will got angry with them because i want them to find their happiness too instead of keep support us everytime. Of course i really grateful with what they doing but i want them to have their own time to release stress,hang out with old friends and enjoy their teenagers life. Hyung is it wrong if i scold them to leave us and find their own happiness? I dont want them to keep follow us till they forgot that they have their own life..i wish i can do that hyung..but i know im never do that..ask fans to stay away from us is hurt when we did grown up together.. its looks like i try to delete my chilhood memories that i build with happiness and tears. i cannot live without their present in my life. Our fans is everything to me..i cannot find friends like them everywhere..which strangers comes to me and want to being my friends even though they know my bad side yet still accept me just the way i am..when i talk about fans with you,hyung will scold me and said that all of them are god gift for our hard work...' without ryeowook notice his cheeks already wet with his own tears that rolling down when his head full with thought..

*TOCK TOCK*

'Neh?!'
'What are you doing? We need to go to next schedule..come on wear a comfort clothes because we need to go salon to do your hair..ppalli! Ryeoggu-ah! Stop space out and move your ass from that bed!!' Scold manager hyung when he see wookie still not move from his bed instead staring at his face.

'Neh?! Ahh neh..mianhaeyo..' quickly wookie move his body to follow his manager words. Even though his heart in a pain and full of sadness,he cannot stay that way forever..he need to cheer up and show his smile to fans so they no need to feel worry.enough that they worried about kangin hyung..he need to show fans that kangin incident not affect to their brotherhood relationship.

'ELF-ah oppa will cheer up you guys so that all of you will forget all the bad memories and remember the good ones only!! Oppa doesn't want to see you guys crying of sadness but the opposite..oppa will try the best to make you smile like the first time you know oppa!! You know i hate your tears!! Because you guys are too many and its so hard to wipes your tears,Oppa will wipes your tears with oppa stupid jokes!! Oppa want to say sorry because oppa cannot reply your loves and supports like you give to oppa.. so oppa will try so hard to make you guys happy again till you guys forget all of your problems!! please remember that oppa will love you so much no matter what happen!! You have special space in oppa heart eventhough oppa have a new family in the future!! Please stay happy and dont cry!! dont give up easily and work hard!! Because god never lie!! The proof is oppa have you,your loves and supports after oppa work so hard!! But dont forget your family,your friends and people around you that always help you or stay by your side!! without them you are nothing!! I really love you',ryeowook thought in his mind..

#AUTHOR NOTES

actually i want to delete this story because it so suck like..idk it just so weird and i feel nothing!! I want to delete this story so much..but there were many people votes and views this story..so i dont want to dissapointed all the people that votes and comments so i will it finish it now..im sorry for the suck story..and ofc suck grammar and everything..not in the mood to finish it or burden it either..so yeah..so thank you so much for everything..love you guys and i hope you guys will stay helathy and always smile!! If you want to writing,just do it..nobody can judge it..but the reason you publish it of course to improve your writing!! 화이팅 여려분!!♥♥♥ 사랑한다!!ㅠㅠ