The Bloody Heart

Challanges

Life is hard and nothing is as easy as it seems,

everything can go wrong within a loose grasp.

My heart soared and now it has dropped its bright beams.

All I can do is just watch this life fall apart.

I was high and now I fall down,

there was no way out of this problem that drags me away.

Well life is the master; held high by its crown. 

I a mere peasant in this merry go round. 

Life has its limits and I pushed them all;

I have been the pure essence of mistakes.

I learn and live before I indefinitely fall

into an abyss of hardships that make my mind spin. 

My brain is pounding, I cant keep up face

in this crazy world of upsets that keep getting worse.

My life is last place in the whole damn race;

my life is the perfect ironic balance of unhappiness. 

Every action I have has consequences at every turn. 

With every mistake leading to an ever-growing list

that makes my heart tear and burn;

please make it stop and push it away for good. 

My misunderstood acts are always the fault for everything in my life;

I can't stand that I am always the blame. 

Nothing will change how my feelings are the knife

to the love I have stabbed in the back. 

Take me away now, before it's too late.

Take me away, I can't take anymore.

My heart is the anchor, my life is the bait;

if this keeps going on I can't live anymore.

I will never give up, I will never cave in,

unless this life gets worse; they win.