The Bloody Heart

If Only...

If only...

my life was perfect, I could be happy;

nothing would phase me entirely.

If only...

my heart could soar to what it wants;

to have those lips giving me irresistable taunts.

If only...

I could tame my life to an ultimate utopia;

I think the solution to my neverending formula.

If only...

there was a way to be with the one I need to have;

without loosing both my halves.

If only...

life was easier, I could accomplish so much.

Everyday wouldn't be a puzzle or a rush.

Only if...

I can conquer my fears, I can be who I want to be.

I can finally get what I desire easily.

Only if...

my thoughts get are positive, I can have him;

without my future looking grim.

Only if...

I try my hardest to hold my future lover,

my whole life would click and be discovered.

Only if...

I can trade this life for the one I want truely,

nothing would be impossible surely.

Only if...

I can hear him say, "I love you" face to face,

my life would be complete; the rest you can erase.