Gay is Normal

Chapter 9- Love and Confessions

When I awoke, my head was still resting on Matty's shoulder. I didn't want to wake him, so I gently sat up and looked around the room, as if to see if the scene of our affair had changed in any way. Then I think, our first affair. Now I absolutely know that I was in love with Matthew Patrick Waters.

I try my best to stand up gently from the water bed so I didn't wake him up. I didn't wake him up, but it shook. I stood up, and didn't put any of my clothes on like people would probably expect me to. I actually walk into the closet, and grab my phone out of my pants pocket. I go onto Snapchat and take a picture of Matty sleeping in his boxers. I type in the words, "Lost my virginity today", and send the picture to Camila.

In 10 seconds flat, I recieve a picture back from Camila. It's a picture of here covering her mouth with her eyes closed and seeping tears. The picture says, "OMFG! Congrats!!! How was it?!?!" I take a selfie of me, with my hand on my chin like I'm thinking, type in the words, "Umm, fantastic!!!", and send it back to her. She replies with a picture of her smiling her gorgeous smile, still crying, that says, "LOL. Details please???"

By now, Matty is starting, very slowly, wake up. I take a picture of this, type in the words, "Later. My baby's waking up. Ttyl!" She sends back a picture of her frowning and drawing a fake tear down her right cheek with her finger, that says, "Damn. Ttyl(;"

I turn off my phone, put it back in my pants pocket where I found it, and, like the dick I am, do a belly flop onto Matty's bed, which almost makes the bed pop and Matty fly off. Luckily neither of those things happen. Matty does, however, wake up right away.

As I'm lying on my stomach watching him still trying to figure out what just happened, I say, "Good morning, babe."

He looks over at me and smiles. "Morning, boo," he replies, and leans over and kisses me. He leans over to my ear and whispers, "I didn't know you could do it that good. You stay as long as you want."

I smile, then I comfortably sit on his bed so that we are facing each other, and then we REALLY start kissing. Like, our normal making out session. Then, like an eager child, he says to me, "More!" I get the hint right away. We stand up right away and walk to the closet our lips never parting. I begin to pull down his boxers before we even enter the closet, and he does the same to me. When we enter the closet, he automatically grabs my dick. The door closes.

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I know what you're probably thinking. How do you guys have enough energy to have sex twice in a day? Well the answer is, we don't. We were mostly just using the fact that his parents weren't home from work to the maximum. The first time was both of our ideas. The second time was Matty's idea. We both needed a break. After all, by the time we knew that we were done in the closet (for the day) it was 6:00.

So after we both put on our clothes, I sent Camila a Snapchat. The picture was half of my face showing, and Matty putting on his shirt in the background. I typed the words, "After oour second round, we decided we need some fuel. Go out to eat with us now?"

Moments later she replies with a picture of her holding two fingers up to her face, her index finger above her eye and her middle finger below it, and she is sticking out her tongue. It says, "I'd love to! But DDDAAAAAYYYYUUUUMMM DUDEE! I thought you were taking things slow?!?!"

I reply with a picture of me and Matty kissing. I type the words, "Me too. We took a raincheck, though. See you at, Arby's?"

She replies with a picture of her room, not her face. It says, "Shit Kasey. I can't do this. Call me."

I don't reply. I call her immediately. She answers after the first ring.

"What's wrong?" I ask her with great concern. I hear her crying super hard on the other end of the line.

"Kasey, I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to! My actions just took over! I couldn't defend myself any other way!" I hear her scream to me in tears.

"Cami, what are you talking about?" I say very calmly, also starting to cry. Matty watches me with the same frown he had on his face when I first arrived at his house.

"Kasey! I did it!" Camila screams to me.

"Did what?!" I scream back to her. My heart is pumping, I cry even harder. I start to feel the same way I felt when I arrived at my house earlier. Possibly worse.

"I KILLED THEM! I KILLED YOUR PARENTS!" she screams to me.

By now, I'm just sitting with my phone to my ear, balling my eyes out. I cannot believe what I just heard. Matty hugs me around my waist. I assume he could hear what I just heard on the other line, too.

"You what?" I say quietly to her, sniffling.

"Kasey, I'm sorry. I ditched class earlier and on my way home, your Dad attacked me and tried to rape me. I ran into you garage, looking for something to defend myself with and the first thing I saw, was the chainsaw. I didn't mean to kill him. But when he got close ennough to me and tried to take it away from me, I turned it on, and, it sliced his head off. Then your Mom came in and threatened to kill me so I bashed her face in with the other end of the chainsaw. Then I dragged the bodies outside because I felt so guilty. I wanted to be arrested for murder. So I set up the yard the way it was when we were walking home. That's why I left, I just couldn't do it. Kasey I'm so sorry. I feel completely awful about what I did." Camila said to me, crying through the whole thing.

I sat there in awe at her story. "Cami," I start, "It's okay. I don't hate you or anything. In fact, I thank you. My parents hated me. They never loved me. Especially since I've come out. Thank you."

I hear her sniffle a little bit, then she hang up her phone. I put my phone down, and hug Matty so hard. I put my head on his shoulder and start to cry. Not because my parents are dead, but because they never loved me anyway. Never loved me like Camila does, or Matty.

"Matty," I say, my head still in his shoulder, "I love you."

He starts to run his fingers through my hair. "I know," he tells me.

I lift my head up and look him straight in the eye. "No, you don't understand. I nee you. I want to be with you all the time. I feel like I'm going to die whenever we are apart. I don't ever want to lose you. I love you more than anything. I love you."

Matty begins to tear up. "I love you too, Kasey," he assures me. We kiss, our lips part, and we end up fallling asleep yet again, in the exact position we slept last time. The only thing different, he had his arm around my shoulders. I grabbed his hand that was hanging over my right shoulder and didn't let go at all.

No matter if my parents are dead or alive, no matter if Camila killed them or not, no matter if Matthew Patrick Waters was straight or not, I would still love him the way I do now and always will.