If Love Were Lightbulbs

Infatuation

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Buster's home

Still sleeping on my small-sized bed, I was unaware of how late I had gotten and how totally pissed my mom was. I woke with a weird feeling in my stomach. I was starved from not eating, both yesterday and today. I pulled my tired arms in a long stretch. I got into my bedroom slippers, went downstairs to check If mom was in the kitchen or in the living room watching Tv.

My eyes fell on the emptiness of the living room. I further went into the kitchen to prepare some breakfast for myself. "What a mess this place is"..I thought to myself. Mom had prepared breakfast. "I'll take care of the dishes and the dirt on the counter later" I said to convince myself. I served a plate and went to sit behind the Tv, to watch a good movie. After all, whats a good movie without good food?

Showing on Tv,"Neighbors 2". Definitely got me thinking if Adrianna likes to party too. I just did not want to consider, thinking of all the badass dresses she could wear that'll attract all men irrespective of age.

She's too damn beautiful but yet so ignorant of what I feel for her. First a crush and now, after what she'd done yesterday, I just can't explain how much she means to me now. I would do anything for her and make my feelings for her obvious! I promised myself.

Still in my night wear and bedroom slippers I felt it was still morning. A quick glance at the clock right above the Television and I yelled "oh sh*t!".
Wait a minute, couldn't I cook up an excuse that I had an ailment yesterday, which unfortunately prolonged today, thus making me unable and unfit to attend school today!. "Yeah, thats what i'll do!" I said and thought of grinning from ear to ear but taking that literally, then my mouth must be really damn wide.

"Why should I waste my energy on thinking about the punishment apportioned for what I'm doing, when I doubt I'll gain enough from this small meal to replenish it", I said.
I terminated speaking to myself so I could love myself better, as a normal human being. You know something?
We have Mrs. McBee's assignment due next week Tuesday, and this actually gives me the opportunity to tell Adrianna how I feel. Let me practice off head, real-quick. I placed the tray of food on the table behind the couch.

Okay, here goes nothing:
" Addy,

I have alphabets that combine to form words,

I have a picture of you to make a cover,

a short video to make our trailer,
bold sweet words for our title

but one thing makes it incomplete! Only one word from you, "yes" to make our perfect love story a real one."

I guess I was too focused on getting this right, since it's from the head. I'm not sure I saw someone walk past the sidewalk, to the entrance and entered. I hope was not hallucinating, I definitely hope it's not a side effect of what ever drug the Doctor might have prescribed. What is happening to me??!!!. I'm too scared to turn and face my possible worst nightmare. If I'm destined to die today, then I do hope the person takes pity and makes it fast, because he listened to every bit of the poem. I could sense someone in my presence and it gave me chills.
Why did mom leave the door open??, now I was scared to bits.

"Hey Busty" she said.
Oh so it's a she, and that voice doesn't sound dangerous at all. I forgot how strong I was. I turned to see her smiling at me. You know I do watch a lot of horror movies, and information from the best sources is, if you're going to be killed from behind, don't turn to change that fate. It's better to not see the killer's face and burn with vengeance, knowing very well there is nothing you can do about it. Turn of events, I'm happy my life is secured but also not happy this "she" heard everything I had to say.