indelible (tris + four twoshot)

wherever you are

See You Again

TOBIAS

I woke up, did my usual routines and then sat on my chair to eat my breakfast. I was sitting there when I felt someone banging my door quite loudly. I grumpily stood up and opened it.

"WHAT?" I almost yelled, not caring whoever it was.

"I'm going in." Christina pushed me aside and took a deep breath.

"What happened to you?" I asked. I noticed she was panting and sweating like she ran fast without taking a break or a breath.

But I also noticed her face, her expression had sadness, happiness and longing.

"I ran all the way here. I want you to know as soon as possible. It's for you and all of us." she said

"Slow down Christina. What do you mean?" I asked

"I mean all of us. But it's mostly for you." she said

"And that would be......" I inquire

"I visited David's cell today. To just check on him but when I was about to go he called me." she said

"Then...."

"He said he had a message for you. From.......her." she said, her voice a whisper on 'her'.

I freeze when she said that. I know who she was talking about as much as I know how to aim a gun. It happened long ago and I moved on from my life. But I know that I will never ever move on from what happened to us. Never ever.

"C-c-continue" I stammered and I can't help it but my voice is shaking.

"David told me that besides Caleb's last message for you. It isn't your last after all. She-she had another one for you." Christina says, her voice shaking as well

"C-c-continue." I stammered. I have to know and I want to know.

I want to her because it's from her. I want as many as many memories from her. Every memory is a treasure. A painful treasure. I need and want it because every memory is like having here with me. And sometimes those memories lessen the loneliness a little. When I miss her I imagine that she's sleeping or sitting is enough to make me happy. Even if it's not real.

But what can I say? Not all sources of emotions are real. Sometimes emotions flow through us because of the unreal. Those memories are like peace serum, it helps me forget about everything and make me happy even though it's not here, even if it's not real.

"Four are you there?" Christina asks and I nod

"S-so before David.....shot her." her voice was cracked "David told me that Tris asked him to send a message for us. One last goodbye message." she said

I motioned for her to continue.

"For us, her friends she thanked us for everything, for being there for her. She was lucky for having friends" Christina said and from the way she speaks I immediately knew she misses her so much too.

"What's the one for me?" I asked

"David told me to tell you this: Tris said that she would see you again. She was certain of that. She didn't want to leave you. But she also said that you'll be together again someday." she said

She sent another message to me. I felt a mixture of happiness and longing. That feeling of wanting her here is coursing through me.

The other emotion, happiness, is also there because I have one thing assured. I'll still be happy in the end. After all we'll still be together. She's right! We'll be happy; we'll be together, someday.