I've been living in Guernsey all my life, I'm not ur average girl. I love football and FIFA .
Is there something my mum is hiding from me? My dad is apparently dead. And I'm an only child. 19 years old and lies flood the air.
Finding my twin broth...
It's been weeks since I've been to the hospital. The temptation to cut was unbearable. I can't lie. I've added a few to my stomach and legs. It makes me feel better. Since my mum hasn't bothered to contact me since she made me break my hand.
I've met my dad. He's such a sweet person. I feel like I've known him my whole life. I met Rosie and Josh aswell, there amazing. I feel like we will get along great as one happy family... well not that happy since mum doesn't like this.
Today was the day we move to the big house. We have all our stuff packed in boxes apart from our mattress and bedding. Today is going to be really exciting, but I will miss
I was about to wake up when I heard my door open. Shit. I was only wearing a short sleeve top and shorts. You could defiantly see that I did it again.
I pretend to still be asleep hoping whoever it was would just go away. But I guess I was wrong. The person came in and sat on my bed.
They started to say something and I could tell that it was Josh. Josh has basically been my brother at the Sidemen house, I tell him everything that I don't want Harry or Simon to know.
Since I'm comfortable with Josh I woke up. He held up the bloody wash cloth I used to stop the bleeding from before. I broke down yet again and a waterfall of tears came out.
Josh started to comfort me and trying to make me quite so the others wouldn't hear. I told him everything, saying how I tried so hard but it just didn't work. I showed him my arm and he carried on hugging me.
After we chatted he went back out so I could get changed. I got out my vlogging camera, since today was a big day, and started my vlog. "What's up guys MeMorgan here. Today is a big day for me and the guys. Since you know that this house is a bit too small. We are moving to an even bigger one. Yes so; Me, Simon, Josh, Vik and JJ are moving house today. We have everything packed and I need to get changed so see you in a bit" I say and turn off my camera.
I walk over to my outfit ready for today, since all of my clothes are in a box ready to move. I have the black SDMN tracksuit with my Weezy top and XIX SnapBack and my black Adidas superstars.
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Once I'm changed I go to mine and Simons bathroom for the last time and quickly do my hair for the last time in this house. I'm going to miss this house.
Sorry I ended it sort. I just hit 6k. Thx loads. Remember to keep voting. Ly guys💖
