I've been living in Guernsey all my life, I'm not ur average girl. I love football and FIFA .
Is there something my mum is hiding from me? My dad is apparently dead. And I'm an only child. 19 years old and lies flood the air.
Finding my twin broth...
I've finally changed into my clothes and Tami just gets out the shower. Tami told me to get her an outfit out ready so I have this dress that I think she would like.
While Tami gets changed, I got and dry and style my hair. It doesn't take too long, but my hair is special so.
Me and Tami are both changed and ready. Just need to put on our shoes and then we ate sorted. I chose a random pair of my millions of trainers I own. And Tami gets out some heels. But we all know by the end of the night she won't be wearing them.
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We have about 15 minutes until everyone arrives. But people never show up on time.
I plan on saying at the beginning because everyone will be sober because they will actually remember... hopefully.
The guys are finishing up the drinks. We don't get them all out because we don't want everyone to drink it all first. And the same with the food.
We all grab a drink and sit in the living room. We let Simon do the music because we can have a nice range of music.
After 30 minutes everyone seems to have arrived. Me and Simon wait for another 30 minutes until we tell everyone.
The time has passed and everyone had arrived. One of the boys go and turn down the music, leaving everyone confused. "Everyone to the living room" JJ shouts.
Me and Simon stand there anxiously. I don't know how the others will react to this. And we also need to make sure they don't update it to social media since it needs to be private.
I catch a quick breath and wait for everyone to be quiet. "Guys. Can you please listen" I ask.
Everyone's head turn my way. As I'm about to talk I blank. Social anxiety is a bitch. "Me and Morgan have some pretty big news for you guys"
I stand there and my breathing starting to get out of hand. I feel like I'm having a panic attack. Josh could notice straight away and quickly takes me out the room.
Josh is one of the only people who can help me when I have these panic attacks.
He takes me up to my bedroom. And gives and very quick hug, for comfort but not too long it makes this worse. He gets me a drink of water and sits there with me. He could probably tell why this happened but he stays quiet. I would normally take a nap but I still want to enjoy the night.
We sit there for like 10 minutes until Simon comes up to check on me. "I told everyone the news..." he says softly. "How did they react" I question. "They were all shocked. They thought Josh and Freya would be the first. But everyone seemed really happy and congratulated us"
Simon walks over to me and opens his arms for a hug. I stand up and hug back. I really needed that.
Josh goes back to the party and Simon sits with me. Honestly, just Simons company really made me smile. I really want to spend my life with him forever.
I'm so sorry it took me forever to update. And then this is a shitty chapter. I just have some personal shit and my feelings are fucked. Remember to vote and comment. Ly Guys🖤
