~Chapter 47~

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We pull up into the Sidemen drive and start to get out of the car. I didn't talk much in the car because I wasn't interested in what they were talking about.

I knock on the door and Josh comes and opens the door. He hugs Freya and the rest of us walk in. "The rest of the Sidemen boys should be here soon" Josh said.

By the looks of things the others were editing so u decided to go up to my room and record a video or 2. I loaded Fifa and decided I'll do a normal fut draft. Since I haven't done a normal one in ages.

I start my camera and elgato and start to film.

~After the video~

Simon came into my room as I was finishing the video so he sat out of camera shot.

We walked downstairs to see the other boys have arrived.

Everyone was sitting in the living room. Loads of duvets and blankets down from everyone's room. All cuddled up together.

We planned on watching movies all night. As one massive group. Since we never have time to do that anymore.

We planned on a horror movie night. I think it's because the girls are scared and then their boyfriends can "protect them". But I'm not that scared at horrors.

We plan on watching the Conjuring movies first, then go onto Annabelle and some others.

~Couple movies in~

We decided to watch the Insidious films instead. Demi was practically fucking Harry the hole time because she was hiding in his chest, while sitting on his lap. And grinding 24/7.

I stare at Harry and signal him to the kitchen. Since we was getting the next film ready it was ok to go now.

We walked into the kitchen and I started to talk. "What the fuck is happening with Demi" I shout but not too loud.

"Nothing. Jesus!" Harry replied.
"She practically fucking you right there"
"So what if she is. She's my girlfriend"
"Tell her to leave. I've had enough of her"
"She's done nothing to you. What's your fucking problem with her"
"It...it...it doesn't matter" I frown. I can't let Harry know what she has done. Not yet.

"Then she's staying. I don't give a fuck what you think. I didn't know you existed before. And I wish the same now. Go back to mum and never come back you skank" Harry shouts.

I just freeze. Yes me and Harry haven't known we're twins long. But we have never had a fight. I couldn't move. What Harry said really stung.

All I see is the door slam shut in front of me as Harry leaves. My eyes filled with tears and I run to my room. Here I go again.

I run into my room and lock it quickly. Behind me I can hear foot steps of the others running after me. Simon took out all of my razors. But did he think I was stupid enough to not get more?

I go into my bathroom and find my little box from the shelves. Inside is a load of things that no one knows about. I have a spare razor, scissors, knife and more.

The first thing I grab is the razor. I lift up my left arm and cut. Line after line. Deeper and deeper. The blood getting darker and darker.

I can hear screams coming from Simon. Every time. Why can't I just stop.

I keep crying like I always am. Yet again my door is broke down but all I can see is black...

Soz for the cliff hanger. I just needed an update. This book is really bad. I'll end it soon. Well not soon. Vote and comment. Ly guys💖

~MeMorgan~

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