I love you Louis Tomlinson

Chapter6

Chapter6 is here and i hope you enjoy reading it.

Louis P.O.V

" Harry is there something wrong?" I asked Harry and sat on the edge of his bed.

"I don't want to talk, I want to be alone." Harry said not looking at me.

"Hazza, you've been quite since we watched the movie. What's wrong." I said moving over to Harry and turned his head so he was facing me.

"Lou, please leave I want to be alone and I'm tired. So good night." Harry said and lied down and fell a sleep.

So I left his room and went to my room and got ready to go  to bed. 10 minutes later I heard Harry's voice coming from his room. I went to see  what he was saying. I stoped at his door, and heard Harry mummbling about being gay. And that he loves someone, in his sleep. I thought to myself it's just a dream. I went back to my room and went to bed.

The next day after breakfast, I wanted to know what  that dream was about. So I went and asked Harry.

"Hazza, I heard you last night when you were sleeping. Saying that your gay and that you love someone. What was that about?"I asked him.

"Nothing, it was just a dumb dream." Harry said nervously looking around the room.

"Harry , I don't think it was nothing. What's going on why all of a sudden your nervous to talk about it? Just tell me." I asked and begged.

"Fine! But don't hate me when I tell you." Harry said.

"Ok why would I hate you." I said

"Lou, I'm-I'm-I'm, ggggaayy."

"What are you joking." I said.

"No I'm gay and I have feelings for someone who I can't even say their name. Cause that person is not gay, but if that person was they might not fell the same as I do about them." Harry said and I was shocked.

"I always thought you were straight. Guess I been wrong. So what you gonna do?"I said still shocked.

harry sighed and shrugged his shoulders, and  he looked at me he didn't say a word. Then I saw Harry lean in close about to kiss me. I quickly pushed him, wwhich made Harry realize what he was about to do.

Harry's P.O.V

I didn't know what I  was about to do until Louis pushed me. I can't believe I almost kissed him.What was I thinking he's not gay, but something in me really wanted to kiss him. Louis now knows I'm gay and stuff. I was about to kiss Louis, how can I control my feeling so I don't try and kiss him again. This was going to be really hard. Maybe in time Lou would ended up feeling the same way about me like how I feel about him. But that might not happen. I can pray and hope it would happen.

"Harry, what are you doing?"Louis said and pushed me.

"Ah, sorry my mind drifted there." I said nervously.

"It looked like you were about to kiss me." Louis said and I was quite." Why were you about to kiss me?" Louis asked.

"Lou, I can't hide it anymore." I said not looking up at him.

"What do you mean you can't hide it anymore. Ya I know your gay ou told me." Louis said and turning my head to look at him.

"Lou, I have feelings for you, feelings that bestfriends shouldn't have for their  bestfriends. Who's not gay."I said and Tears was starting to fall.

"What do you mean, you have feelings  for me that bestfriend shouldn't have for thier bestfriend?" Louis said trying to figure it out.

"I'm-I'm-I'm talking about my feelings that I have for you. That is more than just as friends. I like ya more than bestfriends." I said and kissed him.

Louis broke away from my kiss shocked. I felt  like an  idoit for kissing him. Louis didn't say a word, and just starred at me. I hope he'snot mad or hates me.

"I'm sorry Lou,please don't hate me,"I said apolagizing to him with tears about to fall.

"Ah, I don't hate you  Hazza. I'm just shocke cause my bestfriend just kissed me. I'm sorry you need to know. I don't feel that way about you, I like you, but only as friends."

"Oh, sorry I kissed ya. Promise it won't happen again it was stupid of me to think you would like me in that way. I'm messed up I know it's wrong  for me to have these feelings about you. And dream about you and me together." I said trying not to cry but couldn't.

"Hazza, shh.... don't cry. I'm sorry your hurt. I didn't mean to upset you." Louis said grabbing me into a hugg and kissed the top of my head whipping the tears aways.

"Lou, it's ok it's my fault. I should of never let my feelings get this far. I just should of seen this coming. Cause if I have I wouldn't have done what I've done." I said as Louis whipping more tears away from my eyes.

An Hour later Louis left my room. I just wish this day had never happened. But it did, I liked it when I had kissed Louis. I wanted to do that for a long time.

Louis P.O.V

When I had left Harry's room, I kept thinking of what happened. When Harry had kissed me, I was shocked I'm not gay. And I don't feel the same way about him. We're only friends, being kisseed by Harry was Well something I never thought would happen. JUst picturing him with his soft kissable lips touching mine, Kissing me. I touched my lips as I pictured it, thinking how spft his lips were. Harry's kiss was kinda good. I smiled when I was thinking about it.

Wait why am I smiling, I can't have liked it. I'm not gay or feel that way about him. I really need to get  my mind off this. And stop trying to smile, I can't be thinking I might be gay. Cause I know I'm not gay, but Harry's lips were so soft and it kinda felt good. Stop Louis  stop thinking about it your not gay. I had  said to myself. My phone rang and I took it out of my pocket and saw that it was Liam. So I answered it.

"Hello, Liam what you wnat?" I said as I answered the phone.

"Just calling to see if Harry's ok. Cause he didn't soud like himself when watching the movie last night."Liam said.

"Oh Harry he just was tired , but he's fine. You don't have to woryy." I said.

Lou, you ok, IUs there something wrong?" LIam asked me.

"Liam There nothing wrong. I'm fine. It's just when I talked to harry earlyer he told me he was gay. Did you know he was gay." I said and asked Liam.

"No! But I thought he was always straight. He never showed sgns that he might be gay. Well if he's gay then I support his decision about being gay. But mangamnet doesn't need to find about this." Liam said shocked.

"Yeah I know, but don't tell Zayn and Niall. I don't know if I should of told you. Harry didn't tell me not to tell you guys that he's gay. But also didn't say that I could. So please keep your mouth shut about it. And wait until he tells you guys to say anything ok." I said making sure Liam would not say a word about it.

"Ok, but I'm not making any promises though. Guess I'll talk to you later bye Louis."

"Bye Liam and thanks." I said and hung up and put my phone away.

I hope Liam doesn't tell the others, cause I don't think Harry wants them to know that he's gay yet. So if Liam  does I will Kill hin and Harry might get mad at me for telling one of them that he's gay. I don't want things to get ugly.

So that's that end of chapter6 hope you guys liked it. Tell me what you think about chapter 6  and stuff. comment vote fan. thanks this might be a short chapter but oh well there be pleanty more chapters to come..- hihiangelgirls