I love you Louis Tomlinson

Chapter11

Louis P.O.V

Man this gonna be hard to keep it a secret so Simon doesn't find out. I mean he told us to not be dating each other. I can see why he would not want us too, cause of our fan and what some of are fans mom would think of us, If they  knew. But Harry doesn't want to stop dating me s were gonna try to keep it very very low key.

Harry just didn't like Simon tell him we couldn't date each other and stop acting gay. And anyway when we got home. we brought everything in and put it away. Harry went straight to his room but never came out. I went to see if he was ok, I knocked on his door.

"Hazza can I come in please?" I said as I knocked on the door. And he opened the door and let me in."Hazza what's wrong?" I asked Harry.

"I got a text from Liam and he said management not gonna be happy about this. I told him I know and we had  saw Simon about it. And told him what Simon said. Liam agrees with Simon, I just hate this  so much." Harry said getting upset.

"Hazza don't cry remember what I told you in the car." I said  whipping away his tears.

"Ok ya, I know ,I know." Harry said  and rested his head on my shoulder.

If I hadn't kissed Harry in the parking lot, none of this would be happing. Harry would be upset and we wouldn't have  had to see Simon. The next 4 days was really hard to try and not want to hold hands or something in public. That night  me and the boys went out clubbing. We all were having a fun. We al had a few drinks, But I guess I had a few to many. Cause I didn't know what happen.

Harry's P.O.V

Well as I came back to the bathroom I saw Louis kissing this girl. I was mad and upset. I thought he was gay or has he just been playing with my heart this whole time. I walked up to him.

"What the hell Lou," I said and he saw me. I grabbed him to were know one could hear us.

"Harry, what why are you mad." Louis said.

"OH maybe cause I saw you kissing this girl. I thought you were now gay. Guess I was wrong I can't believe you played with my heart." I said angry with tears in my eyes.

" Harry, I never did play with your heart. I think I may be still a little into girls. Besides Harry Simon doesn't want us  dating anyway. So I'm gonna ask her out. You need to  do what Simon said."Louis said and I ran away from him crying.

Zayn, Liam saw me running crying. THey stopped me and wanted to know what was wrong and why I was upset.

"Harry you ok your crying." Zayn said.

"Louis  is a Dick he played with my heart. I saw him kissing this girl and he said he gonna date her. And that he still a little into girls. I hate Louis I don't want to talk to him. He told me I should  do what Simon said . Thought we were gonna keep us dating very very low key. Well he lied about that." I said crying.

"Harry it's ok me and Liam  will talk to him to see what he's problem is ." Zayn  said patting me on the back.

"Ya Harry Louis shouldn't have said those things to ya. Also he never should of played with your heart. Come on Zayn let get Louis and  talk to him." Liam said and they both went to talk to Louis.

The next day when Louis woke up and  came in the living room. he came over to me and kissed me on the lips and  said good morning. I looked at him then down at my lap.

"Harry what's wrong." Louis said and kissed me.

"Louis stop and leave me the hell alone." I said and got up.

"Why are you in a bad mood?" Louis asked me.

"OH, don't  play stupid with me . You know the reason why." I said yelling.

"Harry I don't why are you mad." Louis said then it hit Louis of what happened last night. "Harry I'm sorry  for being an ass last night. I was drunk and didn't know what I was  doing or saying. Please don't hate." Louis said.

"Louis shut up, it's obviously you  don't care  about me. You just like to play with my heart. Now don't you dear try to say your sorry. Your not really sorry, I saw you kissing that girl. so go have fun dating her. You Fuckin Bitch Ass hole." I said and slapped  Louis across the face. and ran up to my room and shut the door.

"Ouch, Harry wait come back." Louis said  and he came running up to my room.

"Louis leave me alone, Now get out, I hate you. You hurt me bad and you don't know  how much that hurts." I said as I quickly glanced at him.

"Harry I'm truly am sorry, I didn't mean to hurt your feelings. Please forgive me." Louis said begging.

"Why should I so you can play with my heart some more. No Louis now get out." I said very angry.

He expect me to forgive him for what he did and said to me last night. Well I'm not gonna forgive him. It would have to take a lot more then saying he's sorry for the things he did. For me to ever forgive him. I'm not even gonna speak to him.

"FIne I'll go Harry, but I am truly sorry about last night." Louis said  and walked out  my room.

Louis P.O.V

Man why did I have to get drunk last night and say those things to Harry. I'm so stupid, Harry doesn't even want to speak to me now or forgive me. I saw myself gab a razor and made a few small cuts. then cleaned it and  started crying. I wish  I hadn't got drunk last night at all. Harry wouldn't be hatting me  right now. it's all my fault he's hurting, I  hope I can find away to make it up to Harry and show him that I'm am truly sorry  for what I did. But how am I gonna do that.

- so what do you guys think,  will Louis  find a way to get harry to forgive him. and will harry ever for give Louis for what had happen. Who know just keep reading the story and find out. hope you guys are enjoying the story. so comment vote fan- thanks chapter 12 will be coming soon.-hihiangelgirls