-overdose of pills last night
I feel like i have been replaced with someone else
-my boyfriend kinda recently broke up with me
-but this was not any relationship
-i thought he was THE ONE
-but............obviously it wasnt
-what we had was real
-the boy always dumps me
-and tbh for once i would kinda like to break up with a guy
the problem is i get attached
-and commit to much
-im lame
-anyway I found this girl and shes like a prettier me
- idk for sure if he likes her but.......(actually stupid assumption)
- but im suspicious
-Anyway my heart was in pieces last night
-overdosed on pills (so I could sleep)
-and keep asking myself why we were over
-was i not good enough
-was it bc we could no longer see each other
-was it bc he wants a true christian girl
-was she prettier
-is it bc im younger
-or bc he saw that i was no longer innocent
-(We did stuff)
-that i regret (not that extreme tho).........but still
-a piece of me is gone
- a piece i can never get back
-he will never look at me in the same way
-and it all started with a hug
-I bring myself pain
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