At this point I'm confused and impacted with so much stuff
I need a date to prom, and there is this one guy who I am considering hes funny and cute but deep down (despite being 7-8 months) Im still in love with my ex..he was everything I ever wanted ...
Meanwhile my friend likes this guy I claimed to love first ...but since my friend means so much I haven't built up the courage to talk to her about the situation..i cant lose her but I dont think her intentions are right.
I am so insecure about how I look these days, and i have been drowning my life in music and books that portray the love I want.
Meanwhile im struggling personally with certain sins that wont leave me.
Also deep down I wishing with everything that somehow my ex will take me back and this nightmare will be over that he will soon realized how much he meant to me and how much I love him, truly.
As for my Christianity im sruggling ..im such a sinner
DOMINGO EN FUEGO....
I THINK I LOST MY HALO
(twenty one pilots)
