-Hey guys havent updated in awhile sorry :(
-Sadly i am a broken soul who has truly been struggling with her worth
-I recently blocked my ex on instagram....why?
-because I feel so ashamed of what we did together....I feel like now he sees me as literal trash (so full of sin)
-I still feel so much love for Him ( which he will never know again... :( )
-and because I truly loved him while we were dating ...I allowed him to do stuff with me ...stuff Im regretting and feeling suicidal about ..
-I let him know all my secrets, I let him feel all my imperfections, and see all my flaws
-I truly thought he was the one *crying*
-I was naive and took the word Forever as if it was a fact
-Then he left....became a Christian and left me in so much sin
-its like he used my sexuality and wasted all the things i should have saved
-I now have nothing special to give to the true one later in my life because my ex has taken everything away..
-Will I now be worth anything to someone? will I be respected? will I ever be able to love again without guarding everything and constantly fearing of abandonment?
