-Im no longer playing games
-I love him but hes done with me( Ive been holding on to him but....he clearly is done .....)
-and tbh i know I can be loved by other guys(not the way he did but whatever)
-my heart needs to face the fact hes not coming back(Ive been wearing the bracelet he gave me , thinking about him all day , longing for him to come back to love me again , so I can have someone to confide in, love, trust,vent,so I can be there for him and show love back but sadly we can turn back time to fix the mistakes we made....or I made......)(his view on me has dramatically changed ....) ( I regret so much but ...its over......)
-last straw