To Love Or Not To Love

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It's been a total of two days since my trip to hell. I feel so refreshed that I went jogging. Unsurprisingly Sinnge was not as ecstatic as I was about jogging. I'm at home now staring out at the sea in pensive mood. My brother was gone but he apparently bought Sin a phone in my absence. He was so smitten I couldn't help but smile. I filled her phone with all the numbers she may need and changed my brothers name in her phone to Fin-head Larry. Work was going well although it was hard to explain to Trent that I left out the window via climbing gear on the spur of a moment. Humans are all similar in the way that if we give them a plausible reason for the mystical they write it off as logic. I sighed and thought prettier thoughts. Is Christian well? I wonder if Sin and I will go out or order in today. Speaking of where the hell is she? I felt her presence in the state. I wonder if she's with someone? I'll just text her.
Pearl Jam: wyd??? >11:38
I sighed. Why am I so bored!?! I started pacing around the house looking at stuff hoping to find something to do. I sat in a rolly-chair and spun around brainstorming what to do. I ended up deciding to go for a swim at the beach I put on a deep blue bikini. With my sunglasses and beach bag I teleported to a nice beach in South Africa that I hadn't been to in some time.

      I laid my towel down and relaxed to the sound of the ocean and the heat of the sun on my skin

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I laid my towel down and relaxed to the sound of the ocean and the heat of the sun on my skin. I sighed and stood up still feeling restless. I did some yoga and swam for a while but the feeling of boredom had gripped my soul very tightly and refused to let go. I walked in circles. That's it. I just walked in circles. I have freaking magic! I've seen the seven wonders of the world and danced with Beyoncé before! It is absolutely ridiculous that I should ever feel bored. My phone buzzed and I ran so fast towards it Usain Bolt would have been awestruck.
Little sinner: I was at the hut with Triton, just got home where are you?>1:24
Rather than type out a quick message I gathered my stuff and just teleported to our apartment. I wandered to the living room. "Sinnge I'm so glad you're here! I feel like I'm gonna die if I don't do something fun." I stopped and took in her appearance. Her hair was straightened and she was wearing almost nothing. "You look hot. Let's go to a club." She chuckled and gave me a small hug. "It's 1:30 in the afternoon what clubs are open plus I have stuff to tell you" we could have gone to a club anywhere in the world but now I'm curious about what she has to say despite the disinclination to stay still gnawing at my heart. "Ok let me change out of this bathing suit. Is this talk a pajama talk with popcorn or a sweater and hot tea talk?" She averted her eyes. "Uhm pajama with ice cream?" I squinted my eyes at her taking in her frown and the worry lines by her eyes I hadn't seen before but went to go change nevertheless. I came out silently and got the ice cream from the freezer with two spoons and sat next to my soul sharer. I remained quiet waiting as patiently as I could for her to start talking.

"I feel for your brother Triton." Sin took a deep breath before continuing. "He reciprocates my feelings but I'm still ignorant to a lot of the things normal girls should know." She met my eyes nervously. "I ahm feel about him the same way I feel towards you. And I don't know what I want because I love you and our relationship yet I feel for your brother in a different but similar way I don't know how to explain it." Sinnge ran her fingers through her hair frustratedly. And took a deep breath and met her eyes slowly. I personally think the only reason the air feels heavy is because she's making too big of a deal out of this. Because there are two facts about us.

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