I'm bleeding
I'm bleeding and the red around me is driving me insane
I'm drowning in my mind's darkness
Seven demons are sailing this boat that's going to hell
Throw me overboard
I'm swimming not to sink
But I'm tired, exhausted, lost
In this ocean of dark thoughts
Leave me alone
Stay
I can't cope with reality anymore
I can't breathe because of the great void inside my chest
Choking on tears choking on blood choking on nightmares
I want to die before dying
And I'm so fucking far from home
Kill me, make the pain end
I'm limp, I'm so weak
But I'm holding on
I'm still waiting
For the mockingbird who'll come and sing melodies
That'll carry me to the surface and rock me gently
I'll breathe I'll breathe I'll breathe
And I'll taste a glimpse of the calm after the storm.
