Give in to sadness
Let all other emotions
Fade away
Like the fucking sun I watch
Like the fucking sun I mourn
At night
I feel lame, pathetic, stupid
I'm sorry
I'll cry and I'll cry for the same reason
A million times again
Because I'm best at doing this;
Emptying my nights from all sleep
Filling them with the tears of my
Hollow eyes
Where are you
Where are you
Where are you
I don't want to be awake
I don't want to be aware
I don't want to fucking care
What reason do I fucking have to cry?
None; but I'll cry anyway
And it would be so much better
If you cried with me
But good days are counted,
And I'd be crushing yours
With my sadness
But please,
Don't lecture me about
Being happy and strong
Because I don't want to be happy
Without you
And I don't want to be sad
Without you.
