You know how you mess up so badly
You wish you weren't alive anymore
You wish you could just disappear into a dark abyss
Go where no one remembers you or even know you
Well,
That place doesn't exist
Whatever you do, say, think or see
It'll all still be there
Chipping away at your mind
Making you lose your sanity little by little
Nothing you can do but watch it
And feel it
Only left to accept the way you're becoming
Then you mess up even more
Driving yourself towards your minds death
Not caring
Only doing
More mistakes added
Losing yourself
Piece by piece
Making everyone hate you
Making everyone despise you
You're nothing now
Just an empty shell
What you once had is now gone
You had the mind
The care
The love
Everything
But what now
Absolutely nothing
Because of your mistakes
And all you had to do was shut up and think
Think about them and not you
Because it's not about you
You care
You love
You live
For them
To see the you that is missing
But once "them" is gone
So are you
