(Stigma by Taehyung)^ -listen to it while reading- >^= ur welcome
The night felt like there was no end. You twisted and turned in the bed beside Taehyung. You couldn't sleep, shut your eyes, nothing wanted to budge. Just like how it had been for the past few days.
You knew Taehyung was awake, too. He just sat facing away from you. He was practically hanging at the edge of the bed with a pillow in his arms, just like the night before.
You still remembered the text message you got after arriving home from work without finding Taehyung and your brother, who was supposedly hanging out with him, anywhere.
"Find your brother in the hospital and don't come looking for me. However you feel, just know I still love you and that you will be the only thing I will be thinking about for as long as I live, however long I do actually live. And, I'm sorry."
The only way you got Taehyung home was finding him wandering on the streets looking broken like a body wandering without a soul.
An hour of pulling and lecturing got him into your car. Since then, he hasn't said a word or eaten a thing. That was 2 days ago and your brother was still in bad condition from the accident.
What was supposed to be a pleasant guys night with Taehyung and your brother ended tragically with a wrong turn on the road.
You could guess he felt guilty and lost in his own cruel world, extremely guilty, but you didn't want him to. You kept quiet keeping your emotions in. You heard him take a deep breath unprepared breath before giving his speech.
"I've been hiding it,
I tell you something
Just to leave it buried
Now I can't endure it anymore." He whispered softly."Why couldn't I say it then
I have been hurting anyway
Really I won't be able to endure it
Now cry." You bit your lips trying your hardest not to breathe and let all the tears run down."It's only that I'm very sorry towards you
Again, cry because I couldn't protect him.""Deeper, deeper, the wound just gets deeper." The tears escaped as his voice began to shake and his heart was shattering.
"Like pieces of broken glass that I can't reverse.
Deeper, it's just the heart that hurts...
(You) who was punished in my stead,
You who were only delicate and fragile."You began to bawl and you were 100% sure he could hear.
He twisted his body to turn to me, revealing his red puffy eyes and his bruised lips that appeared to be the cause of his biting.
"Stop crying," he smeared his thumb over your tears and tucked your hair behind your ears slightly.
"...tell me something
Try saying to me, who had no courage
'Why did you do that... then?'
I'm sorry."You opened your mouth to respond, but was interrupted.
"Forget it,
what right do I have
To tell you to do this, or that"You closed your mouth to let him continue as you continued to stop yourself from crying.
"...Even if (I try to) hide it, or conceal it, it can't be erased...
So cry
Please dry my eyes."You couldn't stand it anymore. You covered is mouth your hand and pulled him closer to you to give him a hug as you continued to cry.
You hear clearly his breath shaking, you hugged him tighter.
You let go of his mouth, you could feel his jaw retracting to continue to say his last words of the night.
"Please let me be punished
Please forgive me for my sins...
Please."~~~
Backstory Review (for the people who don't got it):
(Brother and Taehyung were gonna hang out but while Taehyung was driving home with him they got into a car crash and your brother almost died and was rushed to the hospital, luckily Taehyung was not hurt but he was mentally crushed so after paying his last visit to your brother he wandered off without knowing what to do anymore and sent you "the text" so you would know what's happening but you found him on the street wandering instead.)Does that help you? Sorry it's confusing, I just wanted a reason to use Taehyuhg's lyrics for an imagine ;)
I also modified the lyrics a bit so it would make sense, when you see the "italics" that means I modified it.
Lyrics from:
http://www.kpopviral.com/lyrics/bts-stigma-lyrics-english-romanized-translation.html
Btw should I start using more gifs to enhance my imagines?
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