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Chapter 23-He Came Back

~Emily~

He came back. I don't even have the words to express how happy I am right now. I'm not doing this alone anymore, not that I really was I mean I had Charlotte and Kyle but having the father of my baby with me is a completely different story. I missed him so much, I can't go back to that again, It's not only bad for me but it's bad for my baby. I have my first antenatal appointment this week and I have no idea what to expect but Riley is coming with me so I'm happy about that. He hasn't told his parents yet and is it bad that I don't really want him too? I just feel like his mum can't stand me enough already and me getting pregnant could be the worst possible thing she could think of because then her son would be connected to me for the entirety of our child's life. Or it could be just me thinking that, I don't know. Either way we have to figure out something, what, I don't know yet but something. What ever we do however Riley is committed to this baby and committed to me which is all I could ever ask for, for now everything seems to be alright. Life is good.

~Charlotte~

So Riley and Emily are back together, thank god! Emily asked me to be the godmother and I don't know how to feel about it I mean I'd love to but technically I'm Emily's sister so I'm the aunty, I think Emily needs to decide which one she wants me to be to this baby, her best friend or her sister to be completely honest, I'm honoured either way. I'm glad things are good with her and Riley now, I just wish things were the same for me and Kyle. We've been fighting so much recently, I'm so stressed out with school and everything and dad hasn't been the best since... anyway I've been really stressed out lately and all this fighting isn't helping. I don't know what to do, I love him so much it's just hard right now. Maybe we should go on a break? I don't know, I'll talk to Em about it later. Well for me at least, Kyle and Charlotte, not so much. They've been fighting a lot and I don't know who's side to be on, Kyle keeps picking fights but Charlotte isn't forgiving him when he does all the right things and she's distancing herself but I just don't know, I'm sure they'll figure it out.

~Kyle~

So Riley and Emily are back together but Riley still won't talk to me. I don't know if he's embarrassed? Or he's still mad? I'd talk to Charlotte about it but... I don't know she's so distant from me at the moment and it's only causing fights. I mean we're both in the wrong I just don't know how to make it up to her cos whenever I say sorry it doesn't seem good enough. Fuck this sucks. I just want to spend time with her and hold her in my arms but she won't even hug me, or kiss me for that matter. I don't think I've been to her house in a week. She's just so confusing at the moment but I'll figure it out. Maybe I'll talk to Em? Meh.