For the First Time

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it happens to everyone

they hit that bottom point

a point where it all hits

depressions favorite spot


it hits like a rock

and your just a sinking ship

theres no hopes

no even dreams left


it just fades into the distant

and theres nothing you can do 

but relapse back into old habits

find the ways the comfort you


even if it means suffering

even if it includes heartache

why deal with the pain

when for the first time


for the first time

you just relapse

letting the depression

well just take over


then you just sit

let old habits be new again

keep doors shut

options closed


why?

because for the first time

nothing can change it

nothing will fix it


it's there and well

for the first time ever

you cling onto it with

with every ounce of strength you have


so for the first time

I, yes me

let it take over

finally let it sink in 


for the first time

finally letting it effect me

not pushing it away

not fighting it, just embracing it


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⏰ Last updated: Oct 13, 2016 ⏰

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