it happens to everyone
they hit that bottom point
a point where it all hits
depressions favorite spot
it hits like a rock
and your just a sinking ship
theres no hopes
no even dreams left
it just fades into the distant
and theres nothing you can do
but relapse back into old habits
find the ways the comfort you
even if it means suffering
even if it includes heartache
why deal with the pain
when for the first time
for the first time
you just relapse
letting the depression
well just take over
then you just sit
let old habits be new again
keep doors shut
options closed
why?
because for the first time
nothing can change it
nothing will fix it
it's there and well
for the first time ever
you cling onto it with
with every ounce of strength you have
so for the first time
I, yes me
let it take over
finally let it sink in
for the first time
finally letting it effect me
not pushing it away
not fighting it, just embracing it
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