"Good morning, did you sleep well?", Jin said as he closed the door and took his shoes off. I simply nodded, not looking at him. "What am I doing here?" I didn't want to sound rude, but maybe I did because Jin looked sad after I spoke. "You fell asleep on the train. I ran after you, and on the train I looked for you. Then I found you sleeping. I picked you up and brought you back." He sat down on the couch and I sighed, doing the same. "Thank you, but you had to buy a ticket and so did I. And they're expensive, you know? You should have just come with me or just not have bothered at all because now I've wasted money for nothing. And what about my mother? She's probably worried si-" Jin interrupted me with a kiss. His eyes were closed but mine were wide in shock. Regardless, I kissed back. He put his hand on my cheek and caressed it so gently. It felt right, somehow. But I soon realized I don't know him all too well, so I pulled away. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to-" Jin apologized but I interrupted. "It's okay... I just can't do this. I'm sorry." Instead of weakly smiling like people do in movies, he crouched and let out sobs. I was confused to why he was reacting this way. "Jin, tell me what's wrong." I patted his back but he shoved it away and pressed his head to his knees. "If I tell you, you'll leave me. You'll hate me and never talk to me again." I sighed because he hasn't done anything to make me hate him. And I'd never get angry at him. "I won't leave you. Now tell me." He threw his head back and let out a shaky breath. "I'm in love with you. I know we don't know each other that well, but I've known you for a long time." He managed to say it but without looking at me. "What do you mean you have known me for a long time?", I muttered. I tried my best not to scare him and make him cry more. "I found your blog and from then on I've read all your posts and then I found your Twitter and I followed you. And one day, I was already interested in you as in love, and you said you were going to this amusement park and I... went there, and I kind of stalked you... Then when I saw you I was shocked. You looked even more beautiful than the photos and you were so happy I thought 'Whoa! How I want to make her happy.' So that's why I started chatting with you... And as expected your were so fun and interesting. I was so happy you didn't reject me... but I started saying things that made you uncomfortable, like when I asked if you wanted to move in with me. Of course after you rejected I realized you are not mine. And that's why I was acting weird yesterday. I was wondering whether I should confess or not... but then I got mad at myself and it looked more like I was mad at you. And for all of that, I truly apologize." He bowed and kept his head down until I stroked his hair. "I'm glad you told me."
