As soon as I heard it, I pulled all my strengths up and walked to the door, opening it slowly. Before I could even look up at who it was, I was being pushed aside and the door was shut immediately. "That was close..." Once I heard that voice, I looked up immediately, widening my eyes to whom was Jin. Yep, Kim freaking Seokjin was in my room after all that crap fighting.
Instead of saying anything, I pulled the covers I was wearing over my head to hide myself from him... as if I was Harry Potter, which obviously, I was not. So, there I was... being terribly embarrassing. "Yerin? Take that off.", he said nonchalantly. Acting stubborn, I didn't move an inch. Jin sighed and forced it out of me. "Yerin, we need to talk." After seconds of silence, I decided to look at him properly. He looked tired and upset. "Can we talk now?" I looked down and nodded. Jin sat down on my bed and looked at me intensely while I was standing frozen. "I want to apologize... I shouldn't have been too rough.", he said. I bit my lip to avoid taking. But I had thousands of words I wanted to blurt out. And I didn't stop. "Jin, you know... I never really had anything against you... I couldn't really, you're an incredible person.", I said, making him look at me with big eyes. "I really like you... I just... after we kissed I was shocked and needed time, true. But if you loved me, why didn't you come after me? And when I called you? You literally turned me down! Oh, I know why though, Jin.", I fake laughed. "You were too busy fucking some random chick and couldn't talk to the one you supposedly loved!" At that point I was full on crying. Jin didn't react. "You know, I thought a lot about us... and I really wish... we hadn't met. Because of you I've been skipping classes for more than a week. Because of you, I cry every day and night. And you know why? Because I love you!", I raised my voice on that last sentence, making Jin stand up abruptly. "I'm sorry. Please leave now...", I walked past him and laid in bed, covering my face so he couldn't see me crying. "Yerin... please let me talk.", he said in a sad tone. I didn't respond, as to what he took as a yes to speak. "You misunderstood everything... the girl you heard, she was a friend's girlfriend and she was extremely drunk and he asked me to help him put his girlfriend in the car... that's why I couldn't talk...", he explained. "you still didn't call after...", I muttered. "maybe because you blocked me? What else could it be?", he said. Yes, what else Yerin? I swallowed my pride and sat up. "Yerin, I'm sorry okay? And I'm truly sorry for how I acted that day, I was an asshole...", he sighed. "very much so...", I muttered. Jin sat beside me and rubbed his face. "Also, I am very much so still in love with you...", he said soothingly and looked me in the eyes. I looked back and blushed. "I am too...", I whispered. Jin smiled and grabbed my hand. "I'm glad... what was I going to do if you hated me?" I rolled my eyes and pulled my hand away. "I'm still mad at you...", I muttered. Jin then tickled me to cheer me up. "Come on... give me a hug. I'm sorry we fought like that baby...", Jin whined and pouted. "Did you just call me baby? I'm not your baby!", I muttered, my cheeks red in embaressement. Jin chuckled. "You soon will be."
