Ya know that moment when you come to a sudden realization?
Sudden realization
Sudden realization
Let's think about that for a moment. Sometimes its a useful tool for last minute situations. And sometimes it comes in too late. Like when you realized you've loved some one forever and you didn't even notice.
Always playful with them and joking around about 'liking' them. But once its too late, that's when you realize you wanted them.
Once they've been taken from your grasp. Once you can't have them...
But somehow you know that even if they hadn't been taken they still wouldn't want you. They wouldn't like you the way you like them. They'd push you away if you told them the information. So you write about in hopes that'll make you feel better...
But nothing helps. You still feel... Depressed... Upset... Broken...
Your heart is numb and you don't know what to do...
Tell them
Or
Give up now
You know that you'd never get what you want so you pick the latter
If your not there you won't have to feel that pain any more.
No one will ask where you've gone and no one will notice. You'll feel better and you won't have that ache in your chest...
You'll be free...
No more tears...
No more heat ache...
No more depression...
No more life...
And no more pain...
I'm sorry for the depressing words but... My world is falling apart rn... But everything's all right
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Kinda Depressed
Random⚠ Trigger warning ⚠ I don't know if this is poetry or short story or whatever. All I know is that I haven't been doing well, and when I don't do well I write. Its kind of like my coping mechanism for life is falling apart. Ya' know? Some of these ar...
