Sometimes you get hurt Nd you need to learn to accept that. I need to but i struggle with it. I hurt alot and sometimes it hurts me physically, whether from me or another. It isnt ok to hurt people. Its not ok to hurt yourself. But sometimes it happens. Sometimes its just something that comes from within you when you are hurting inside and it bites you
Today i am 0 days clean.
But i take care of my wounds and make sure they are clean.
Today i was productive and completed important tasks that i knew i needed to do. I am thankful and proud that i did those.
Today i had a cupcake and didnt cry.
And i talked to the person whom i was once their maybe. That hurt alot. I died inside. Nut after i felt better. Ive learned to love myself a little more. I am not a maybe. I am not just an option. I am a person. I have a heart. I breath.
Sometimes you may feel like a maybe. Maybe im worth the time of day, maybe im not. Maybe they'll bother to text me today. Maybe not. But it doesnt matter as long as you know that ypu are worth more than just a thought. I rock. You rock.
Show the world what you have to give
If youre outside, smile. Your smile may be the thing that shows someone that there is beauty in this world
The gloom and cloudy weather is just a veil trying to shield us from the sun and moon. But there is always a light beyond the gloom you see. You just have to stick around and watch it pass.
Thank you <3
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Kinda Depressed
Random⚠ Trigger warning ⚠ I don't know if this is poetry or short story or whatever. All I know is that I haven't been doing well, and when I don't do well I write. Its kind of like my coping mechanism for life is falling apart. Ya' know? Some of these ar...
