Might lose someone I love. I care about... And it hurt like a fucking knife jabbed into my heart... I'm scared and I'm crying and it hurts someone, oh please dear god, someone kill me. I can't stand this pain welling up inside of my chest. I feel like I could explode. It aches and it's soar.
I wanna die. Why can't I do it. I've tried so many times and everytime I end up feeling like I can only receive the pain yet no relieve.
Death, why won't you claim me?
Universe, why won't you strike me down already!? I'm done with your Shit! I know ways to make death inevitable, fucker!
Let me die!
You little Shit!
Let me go!
I wanna die!
I wanna die!
I wanna die!
Let me die!
Let me die!
Let me die!
I'm not worth anything! Why hold on! Everyone I care about is dying anyway!
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Kinda Depressed
Rastgele⚠ Trigger warning ⚠ I don't know if this is poetry or short story or whatever. All I know is that I haven't been doing well, and when I don't do well I write. Its kind of like my coping mechanism for life is falling apart. Ya' know? Some of these ar...
