"What are you saying ? Is this really gonna happen ?!" Why should we continue right ? We're both only getting hurt anyway. What's the point ? He deserves better.
"I believe so. I said I'm sorry...just please, find someone better than me." Still crying I am. Happy I am not. Oh gosh I'm even thinking in Yoda form now.
"There is noone better than you ! Don't you see that ?! I want you ! You think I'd put up with this distance crap for anyone else ? Its been you since the day we met in that beach !"
I sigh. Like a ridiculously big sigh. I almost coughed from the amount of air I inhaled and exhaled. What do I say to this ? I still love him. Its been the same for me also. He was the only person I ever wanted, to me he was flawed but I didn't care. His flaws is what made him perfect to me, not his strengths but his weaknesses.
"I'm sorry." Is all I said. I couldn't reply with anything more. Is this what it felt like ? A broken heart ? Being broken up into so many pieces that you can't put them back together ?
"Baby, stop apologizing. I'm mad at you about the Andre thing but its gonna be okay. I didn't, or will I ever, stop loving you."
I don't deserve him. I know we'll just keep hurting eachother. Its like something you have in a dream. We belong to one another but can never really be with eachother. Destined to be apart ? I don't know anymore.
"I love you, always and forever." I still feel like crap but he still made me lighten up a bit.
"For infinity and beyond ? (:"
"For infinity and beyond (:"
A day or two later, at Kayla's house..
"Hey Ari ! Hurry up with the food already, I'm hungry !" Kayla yells at me from the living room.
"You know what you lazy ass ?! Get it yourself !" I tease from my position in the kitchen. I'm making breakfast since Kayla doesn't cook much and I like my food a certain way.
She comes around the corner and pokes my side. I slap her with the spatula. "Go away, I'm cooking here human." I go back to frying the bacon slices since this is the one in a million time I'll even attempt to eat bacon. Don't judge me, it usually makes me sick, I don't just hate it for no reason.
"Well you cook slow !" She hovers over the pancakes and eggs I already made.
"At least I can cook !" I sick my tongue out at her and push her in the direction if the living room.
Soon enough, we're eating yummy chocolate chip pancakes. Boy am I glad my mom is a good cook, I'd be terrible at cooking if she didn't train me from young.
We play games in her room all day. Ooo I got a text !
"Hey babygirl, what ya doin ?" Ohhh is Derek ! He must've just finished practice.
"Playin games with Kayla. How was practice ?"
"Damn it Kayla ! Stop making me die !" I punch her arm and look at my phone.
Another text ! "It was tiring. But hey, I'm talking to my wifie now ! My day just got way better !"
Awww hes so cute. "D'aww (; You're too adorable love (;"
Aaaand being killed because of Kayla again. Damn this multi-tasking.
I decide to finish this level then reply because I'm getting over this dying shit.
Three hours later...
Oh. Well maybe that was more than one level...maybe like a whole world but um yeah.
Four messages and two messages from Facebook. Hmm, wonder who messaged me on Facebook ?
Derek was the four text messages. Things like : "Babe !" "Hello ? Earth to Ariella ?!"
I reply simply with "Sorry baby, I was gaming with Kayla. I got carried away :("
Now Facebook.
Oh holy shit fuck.
"Hey ! I miss you :( You don't talk to me at all now :(((((("
Fucking Andre. Still trying. I admire his persistence but god. How do I approach this...
"Um...hey. I thought you knew its over ?" Maybe that was a bit cruel.
"Oh. But...I miss you."
Here we go. "I never meant anything I said to you. I'm sorry we just can't talk anymore okay ?" I feel like crap again. Kayla can't see this either.
"Okay...fine I guess." Good he let it go.
Seems like everything is kind of normal now. I just wish I could feel okay.
Sup peeps c: Its been forever again...sorry ! I'll be updating waaay more over Christmas break I promise ! This story is actually coming to a close soon and I'm not sure of I'll write anymore stories after. But thanks for reading this far !!! (:
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The Distance Between Us
Roman d'amourThis all happened so suddenly. It was like one moment I was my normal self and the next I was a emotional wreck. My name is Ariella Rose and this is how we ended up with nothing but distance between us.