Chapter Seventeen

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Alice's POV

I sat in my bedroom. Where it all began. The pain. Oh god the pain. All I can see and feel right now was that awful night. The night I let myself lose my baby. I choked back a sob as I sink onto the floor. My body was shaking from the sobs. I didn't want to be in here anymore. I couldn't do it.

I gasp for air as I stand on my feet and try to get out of my room, but I fall on my face as the pain hits me once again. I curled myself in a ball on the floor and just cried.

I don't know how long I was crying, but my parents came in and sat in the floor with me as they both held me as I cried.

"I know what it feels like. Trust me." Said my mom as she ran her fingers through my hair.

"I j-just want t-to forget." I cried holding onto my mom, my head squished against her baby bump. "I-I can't b-be in this r-room anymore. S-so much p-pain." I sobbed.

"Everything is going to be okay. These things happen." She said softly. I shook my head.

I'm not sure how long we stayed in the floor, but when I woke up after crying myself to sleep I was on the couch downstairs. I heard quiet murmurs in the kitchen but decided to just let my parents talk so I stayed where I was in the couch.

The doorbell rang and I heard my mom ask who it could be at this time of night. I heard the front door open and a loud gasp.

"What are you doing here, Justin?" Asked my dad. I guess both of my parents opened the door. I curled myself deeper under the blanket I was using.

"I just wanted to talk to Alice for a minute." Said Justin. His voice send shivers down my spine and I closed my eyes tight, almost about to cry.

"Get out of here before I call the cops."said my mom. She wasn't very threatening, but good try.

"I just want to speak with her for a second. That's all I'm asking." He said. Please don't let him.

"You've caused enough damage." Said my dad. I looked up from the blanket and saw Justin standing there at the front door with my furious parents.

He looked so tired. He had bags under his eyes and he wasn't in his normal suit and tie. He traded those in for a pair of jeans and a pull over hoodie. Justin looked passed my parents and locked eyes with me.

"Alice, please." He begged. He looked as if he was going to cry. I just gave him a blank stare and turned my head then covered it with my blanket.

"Just go home, Justin."
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Justin's POV

I stood in Alice's room crying. Some of her clothes were still here and I put them up to my nose. They smelled just like her. How could I be so fucking stupid? Why do I always fuck this shit up? It's not fair on her part. And because of my mistake, she lost our child. The child I've been wanting with her since the day I met her.

I laid down in her bed, sprawling out as I clutched her pillow close to me, sniffing it and taking in her beautiful scent. How could I be so heartless towards my baby girl? She didn't do anything wrong yet I snapped at her and made her break down to nothing. God I hate myself.

All I can see and hear when I close my eyes is her sobbing her heart out and looking at me with so much hatred. And when she told me she hated me, it broke my heart into a million pieces. How could I be so heartless?
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Alice's POV

A two months by and I was slowly getting better. I found an apartment in West Hollywood and I have been going back to work for a week. I still cried myself to sleep every night, but I was able to get out of bed and actually do stuff.

I was currently at the bakery with Phoebe. I have missed her so much it's unreal. "How's your love life going?" I asked as I rolled out some dough. I'm pretty sure I have it all over my face.

"You sure you want to talk about it? Considering what you're going through?" She asked.

"Yeah. It's fine. I'm slowly getting over him." I smiled. "Still sore but it's whatever."

"Well, I was going to wait to tell you, but you're the first person to know." She sighed. "I'm pregnant."

"Phoebe! That's amazing!" I smiled.

"I just found out last night. I didn't know how to tell you since what happened." She bit her lip and looked at me with sympathy.

"It's okay, really. I'm happy for you." I smiled. She gave me a hug and kissed my cheek.

"I love you."
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I sighed as I placed my purse and keys on the kitchen counter. I rolled my neck as I began to feel a knot form. Today has been so long. After work, Phoebe and I went by my parents house to see my mom. She said she was feeling lonely so we went to keep her company for a couple hours. Then we all went out for dinner now here I am, at ten at night, just getting home.

I dig my phone out of my bag and roll my eyes when I see the usual missed calls and texts from Justin. No matter how many times I tell him to leave me alone, he won't. He keeps trying to get me to talk to him, but I have nothing to say to him. Not after everything.

I sighed once again and decided that I needed to go to bed.

I went into my bedroom and threw on some pajamas before I got into bed and dozed off into a nice deep sleep.
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A/N:

I know it's late and short, but I wanted to update as soon as I couldn't school has been a bitch and has kept me busy.

BUT!! I have returned for now and although I feel bad for the super late update, it's still and update.

So you know the drill!
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