Give Me Love [sequel to "love comes afterwards"]

chapter 12

Some folks like to get away,

Take a holiday from the neighbourhood,

Hop a flight to Miami Beach,

Or to Hollywood,

But I'm taking a Greyhound,

On the Hudson River Line,

I'm in a New York state of mind.

bily joel-new york state of mind

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Hana (p.o.v)

it's been three days since zayn was here , he didn't come to babysit farida either , either he's busy  or he thought it woud be awkward between us after the 'almost-kiss' happened , adam still hasn't called but i decided to go check on him in his flat i mean we live in the same building , i was in black sweatpants , baby blue hoodie so i didn't change my clothes , i put on my brown uggs and walked out of my flat , farida was a sleep so i wouldn't have to worry about her waking up , i went to the elevator and pressed on his floor button , i waited until the elevator dinged and steel door opened , i walked out and went to his flat.

i knocked on it , i waited for a few minutes but he didn't open  so i figured that he wasn't home , i sighed and made my way to the elevator as i was walking i heard his door opened , i turned around to find him shirtless and rubbing his eyes , when he regained his vision , he looked at me and blinked a few times.

"Hana?"he asked me .

"Hey adam"i said smiling nervously , i walked back to him and waved lightly , he motioned for me to come in , i stepped in his flat.

he scratched his neck and sat on the couch , i silently followed him and sat on the small couch opposite of him.

"Why haven't you answering my calls?or voicemails?"i asked him softly.

"You know how i'm busy at my father's company an-"he said but i cutt him off.

"why i don't believe you?"i asked him .

"i don't know"he sighed looking at his lap.

"Adam ,did i do something wrong?" i said with pleading eyes , he looked at me and sighed.

"Fine...i was a little upset about what happened in the car"he said looking away from me , i frowned .

"what? what car?"i said furrowing my eyebrows , what is he talking about?.

"About farida....the drawing , i just got upset over the fact that i knew her before him and she chose him over me"he stood up and shouted , i looked at him shocked , what is the actual hell?!

"Are you relly upset about that?! what's the hell adam?....yes you were there before but did you forget that he is her father?! her real biological father?!!" i shouted at him , my blood was boiling , as much as i liked adam , scratch that , as much as i LOVED adam , he can't be upset about that , it doesn't concern him anyway.

"i know that he is her damn biological father...............it just i thought that she liked me more , i wanted her to like me more , i needed her to like me more" he said begaining to calm down.

"Why?! why does it matter is she liked him more?!" i asked looking at him frustrated , his eyes softned and he took a few steps closer to me.

"Because......when we get married ,  i'm going to be her new daddy so she has to like me"he said wrapping one arm around my waist and the other brushing my hair infront of my eyes , i swolled hard , were he planning on marrying me?! of course he is , he said WHEN not IF , i looked in his eyes and blushed like a tomato , he chuckled lightly.