Lost in my own mind,
Insanity takes over,
And I just go with the flow,
I let it take me over,
Indulge in the feelings,
Let the actions go on impulse,
Pain hears me crying and takes me whole,
Scream.
Can you hear me?
These feelings,
I'm dealing,
It's not me,
It's what's taking over,
These thoughts are not mine,
It's like criminal has stolen over me,
Demons have me,
Scream.
This is not present,
This was years ago,
This vibe,
Has not let me breath,
In centuries,
I've lost who I was meant to be,
Scream.
Welcome the pain,
Shun the fear,
Let in the anger,
And become the shame,
Let it be free, let it be free,
Scream.
Thousands of years ago,
I had lost you,
Reckless abandon,
Flesh eating love,
Nothing left but skin,
Tear at me,
Left me open,
Fresh wounds,
Lost soul,
Count your blessings,
Or just let go,
Scream.
Take what is left,
Leave me be,
I am nothing,
A soulness flattery,
Fear me not,
For I will be gone with the wind,
A raindrop,
Simple tear,
Don't cry darling,
For you have already won,
Scream.
Don't go,
These shadows are hauting me,
Making it hard to breath,
Swallowing me up,
Just to spit me out,
Hold me down,
And dissect the parts left to love,
And leave me be,
Scream.
What happened to the needing?
What happened to the loving?
What happened to never leaving?
What happened to what I was suppose to be?
Don't go,
Scream.
One more raindrop,
One last tear.
One more red ribbon,
One last blood slash,
One more dose of happiness,
One last diet pill,
One more smile,
One last pain.
One more cry for help,
One last Scream.
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