Dear Dee
I've never felt like this in my life !
I can't shake this feeling . I don't know how to feel right now .
Glancing at the beautiful reflection next to me just makes me wanna smile . She's MINE . It's hard to believe when I tell myself that - but its true . I get to hold her ,kiss her , hug her and just be in her presence all the time . And the fact that she feels the exact same way about me just gets my heart racing everytime .
I mean I keep asking myself "Why me? What did I do to deserve someone like her?" But sonetimes some questions are just best left unanswered .
Leightons AMAZING . ... I woke up in the middle of the night and and I couldn't go back to sleep . With all my tossing and turning I guess she woke up too . I felt so bad that I started sobbing ( I'm crazy ,yeah I know) . She held me and whispered sweet words into my ear , playing with my hair and pressing me firmly against her chest . She didn't even ask why I was crying .
When I finally stopped I told her I couldn't sleep and she kissed my forehead sweetly and then softly pecked my lips . She continued to caress me and the last thing I remember before falling into a deep slumber was her telling me how much she loved me .
How could anyone treat me this way? I don't feel like I deserve it at all . But the way she makes me feel is indescribable , and I love her with all I have within me .
I know this is the real deal , and I feel like everything thats happening right now is totally right .
I'm gonna fight for her , no matter what . I know she's my forever .
Dee , I think I found myself .
My heart lies with her ...
Thank you for listening Dee .
I love you .
Live...•
Laugh....:'D
Love.........<3
LGBT.............*
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Dear Diary ...Help Me Find Myself? (Lgbt)
RomanceIm Tanielle a sixteen year old girl Struggling to figure out my sexuality .I embark on a journey to find myself ...My diary of course being my best friend helping me through this stance . Will I be able to accept who I am? (Lgbt)
