Dear Diary ...Help Me Find Myself? (Lgbt)

Chapter 8 - Bruno Mars ? Un-Fucking-Believable

Dear Dee

"Oh her eyes ,her eyes

Make the stars look like their not shining. Her hair , her hair falls perfectly without her trying. She's so beautiful and I ( Would like to ) tell her everyday"

I've been thinking about her again ...Leighton ...I mean, I've had quite a few crushes before , but nothing like this ! Nothing that had me feeling this vulnerable before . And believe me when I say that normally I'm anything but vulnerable.

So I woke up after a little nap still feeling a little groggy . Until I remembered I had to text Leighton to let her know that I was a little better but that I have to stay at home for the remainder of the week . She probably thought I was avoiding her . Was she even thinking about me? I doubt it . But I texted her anyway not expecting anything to come of it. She replyed almost as quick as I saw the one tick turn into two ticks asking my address . "141 Brookcrest y?" I asked her she never replyed but about 15minutes later I hear the door bell ring . I swear My heart stopped beating for a split second at the thought that it might be her at the door . I collected my thoughts as I mentally slapped myself for not letting my mother burn my Barbie pajamas directly from my body when she threatened to ! But there was no time for that. I went down stairs to go see who was at the door and with every step I convinced myself that it might be someone thats lost and need directions ...or those jehovah witnesses , they were everywhere and kinda freaky sometimes . When I opened the door with fingers crossed behind my back... There she was ...all hot looking . If only you knew what you do to me woman ! - I thought as I kept on staring at her feeling my mouth fall open cause the next thing I knew she gently lifted my chin up and started smiling. That fucking beautiful smile , those perfectly straight teeth ,her lips so fully plump , soft looking ,kissable even . STOP IT TANIELLE!

After what felt like an hour but was probably jus about 5 minutes I let her in gawking when only then I realised she had a big bag filled with what looked like thousands of treats and a tub of ice-cream under her arm ... Neapolan - my favourite ! I suddenly realised I havent asked her what she was doing here and wasn't she suppose to be in school she simply told me she ditched because she thought I might be a little lonely and she knew it wasn't very nice to be all lonely when you're sick at home . I told her I wasn't sick and that it was all her fault for knocking me right off the ground ! ( blushing non-stop since she entered my presence ) . She told me that she was sorry and all of the things she had brought with her was to make it up to me . She said she brought a few movies with that we could watch and I invited her up to my room so we could go watch it there . She agreed and we were off to my room right away.

She really got me laughing at how silly she could be !! I don't really know her but she makes me feel so safe and comfy Dee! When we were watching the horror movie she brought over she put her arms around me and squeezed me tightly everytime a scary scene came up . She even let me bury my face in her chest when it got really scary ! Even though I got all blushy blushy again I must admit it was kinda fun .

I'm now laying on my bed waiting for Leighton to come back from the bathroom , I paused the 3rd movie we've been watching so far ,so that she wouldn't miss anything . But I must admit she's taking a bit too long...

It must be all that Sprite she kept on sipping on , never letting her eyes wander from my TV screen ... Shes so cute .... Too cute actually....

I think I heard the toilet flush Dee...

I'll tell you all about it later !!

Ok bye

I Love You!

Live...•

Love....<3

Lkl gf vhjhh gh..........................

(A.N/ Soooo I hope you liked it? Cute huh?  Lol I wrote that just now without editing so there must be quite a few errors... Who cares though? Not me (:

Hope it was Enjoyable....

Thee_Miss_Vee )