Dear Dee
You'll never believe me when I tell you that Leighton spent the night at my place !! It wasn't intentional .
I guess after a long day of movie watching and lazily munching on everything we could find and that was edible we both mustv'e just passed out .
For some reason I decided to wake up early this morning ,when I realised I was being held by the strongest ,yet gentlest pair of arms and being caresed with soft fingers that were brushing against my thigh. I looked up . Thinking that maybe this was me dreaming . Maybe all of this including the movie day and everything else was just a long ass dream that I've been having and I was about to wake up any minute now . But as I awkwardly tried to pinch myself ,quite hard might I add I realised that it was in fact not a dream . Because it fucking hurt like a bitch!
And the beautiful person that looked so content and at peace when she was asleep was in actual fact really sharing my bed with me . Holding me ever so tightly . And she smelt soooo good . I closer my eyes just taking in her scent just so I could capture this moment in my memory forever. I probably totally looked freaky because when I opened my eyes Leighton was staring at me with a cute confused looking face . Embarressed I duck under the blackets hoping she would dissapear when I opened the sheets up again but when I took a peak, just to check she was still there looking at me trying to keep from bursting into a fit of laughter . But instead of laughing she tried to contain herself and greeted me with the cliché "Good Morning Beautiful. " If it wasn't for my ears my smile wouldv'e gone right up to where my hairline starts . A sudden wave of heat hitting me. She told me she was sorry for holding me while she was asleep but she couldn't help it thats just she sleeps. My heart crushing for a moment ...and there I thought I was special....WHATS WRONG WITH YOU TANIELLE !!
I jumped up and went into the bathroom before saying a word to her .
When I got into the bathroom my head suddenly jerked back around ,almost as quick as I went running in there . My mom! Did she see Leighton in my bed ?? When did she get home?? Did she even get home ?? I ran back out to go check for any signs of my Mom .
I asked Leighton what day it was today . She told me it was Wednesday . I let go of a breath I didn't even know I was holding . My Mom left town every second Tuesday ,for work things , I never bothered to ask about her boring job anyway and Yesterday being one those Tuesdays .
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After getting all clean up I came out of the bathroom with only my underwear on ...looking up I saw Leighton stare straight at me with a smirk on her face. For a brief moment I actually managed to forget that she was here . In my own house ...now invading my private space ...but didn't mind .. She was totally checking me out and I let her . I "Accidently" dropped a couple things that was in my hands and I swear to god I heard her moan . I ignored her though as I kept on doing my dailt routine ... Seductively rubbing my body with lotion ,painfully slow, you know ...the usual. Lol.
When I finished getting dressed I went down stairs to make us some breakfast allowing Leighton to take the opportunity to get herself freshened up.
Today I decided I'll show her my fun side ....
I just finished our food and she should be down any minute . ... Today I'll turn the stranger that I've been crushing on for these past few weeks and only been talking to since a couple of day ago....into my friend . Maybe even more... Who knows?
But I have to go plan our day now Dee !
Lots of Love
Tee-Jay xx
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Dear Diary ...Help Me Find Myself? (Lgbt)
RomanceIm Tanielle a sixteen year old girl Struggling to figure out my sexuality .I embark on a journey to find myself ...My diary of course being my best friend helping me through this stance . Will I be able to accept who I am? (Lgbt)