Dear Diary ...Help Me Find Myself? (Lgbt)

Chapter 18 - Mesmerised

Dear Dee

School was absolutely amazing !

In my 4years of high school had I never experienced so much joy ,love and pure happiness .And then ,today of all days each and every one of these emotions came in to play .

Let me elaborate....

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When I arrived at school I pushed through the hallway and into the girls restroom . I went straight to the mirror to check myself out . I looked tired , a faint hint of fear glinted from my eyes . I fixed my hair and the slightest ache escaped

my head , nothing serious . When I finally gained enough courage to allow myself out into the noisy hallway I took one last glance in the mirror ,managing to give myself a weak smile I then exited the restroom and headed for my locker .

When I arrived at my locker Leighton was readily standing there waiting for me . My mouth couldn't help but break into a full grin . She reached out and hugged me tightly ,gently pressing her lips on my forehead. That action made me automatically grab on to her tighter just breathing in her intoxicating smell . Did I mention I could breath off this stuff??? When we finally let go of each other she leaned down once again and whispered "Good morning  baby" into my neck . A fit of shivers attacked my body . Whatever doubt I had before about her was instantly  removed ,simply with the grace of her presence .

I got my necessary books for the first couple of periods and closed the locker . I looked up .

Staring into her beautiful hazel brown eyes I couldn't think of what to do next . What she did next though, thats what shocked me . She intertwined her fingers with mine and as they perfectly linked she lightly kissed my hand and she walked me to my first class.

EVERYBODY was looking at us . Eyeing me down ,mentally beating me up . Surprise as well as shock were on almost all of the expressions I'd noticed as we passed people in the hallway . It made me smile internally . I Tanielle Jenevé Thomas , the social retard , the loser with no friends , the girl who hardly ever spoke to anyone was holding hands with the sexiest,most popular jock on school ...bwahaha take that stupid bitchy cheerleaders !!!

Leighton interrupted my devious thoughts by tucking a stray lock that was hanging in my face ,behind my ear. I hadn't even noticed we were infront of my classroom ... She leaned down and gently kissed my lips . Without hesitation my arms instinctively moved around her neck as she moaned and I took the opportunity to deepen the kiss . I was so mesmerised by her scent that after a while I had to mentally force myself off of her .

I was out of breath and flustered she started chuckling ,probably at my red cheeks .

Shyly I let her peck me full on the lips once again and then I turned around and headed for class.

Aware that all eyes were now on me . I didn't care at all . I kept to myself the rest of the day as I felt everyone just glaring .

Leighton came to get me for lunch and we spent it together and again she took me to my class afterwards.

When the final bell for the day signalled she was standing outside waiting on me yet again .

This time she didn't wait to make out with me right there ."I missed you baby" she said a little breathless . "I missed you too" I said softly as she took my hand and we headed for her car as she drove me home .

We both decided that we wouldn't be able to finish any homework if she came inside with me . So she went home after one last make out session in the car . When I got out she did a little wolf whistle as I giggled and went up to our porch as I waved her off.

I don't recall ever being this happy Dee. Maybe just maybe she's my one in a million ...

Live..^·^

Love......♡

Laugh.......:'D

LGBT..............*