Chapter 25: Miracles of December

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Nyx’s POV

My head is spinning… something feels odd in my tummy. I had the urge of…

“ Aackk ! “ I threw up. Okay. Signs of being pregnant. Tsk. Buti na lang nasa CR na ako. Pumasok si Reen sa kwarto.

“ unnie ~ are you okay? “ She asked and hinimas likod ko. I washed my mouth and gargled. Nakakastress din mabuntis eh. -_____-“ I was okay na naman. Parang gusto ko naman ngayon kumain… Something.. Hmm.. ano nga ba…

“ Reen… I want something to eat. “ sabi ko.

“ Ano unnie? What do you want? Milk shake? Mangga? Noodles? Soup? Cake? Chocolates? “ Sunod sunod niyang sabi…

“ Gusto ko ng…. Cupcakes… with fresh fruits in it… yeah.. and… I want… milk shake. I want those !! >o< “ Sabi ko. Nataranta naman siya and kinuha bag niya.

“ okay unnie. Teka. Punta lang ako sa kabilang street. Wait for me ah? “ She stormed off the room.. I was left there alone. Nakita kong naka on yung laptopn niya… nasa music player siya. It had familiar faces.. Yung cover ng song.. alm niyo yun? Wait.. OH ! EXO ! I heard na may new songs na naman sila. Kahit jontis ako medyo updated pa rin ako noh. Lumapit ako dun and umupo sa kama. Hinarap ko yun laptop. Linagay ko yung headphones.. I clicked PLAY…

I gaze longingly at the you
whom I cannot see, I listen
carefully to the you whom I
cannot hear I see the scenes that I
couldn’t see before I can hear the
the voices I couldn’t hear before
You have given me super powers
From when you left me

The past me was too selfish,
only caring about myself
The past me was too foolish
to understand your heart The me
of now is changing every day
Clearly, you’re not by my side
But I am changing because of you,
because of the love you gave me

Every time I think of you
My whole world is filled with you
The snow that falls in the night sky
Each one is your tears

I wish that you could appear
in front of me in a moment
I wish that you could
return to my side
These useless super powers of mine
Are unable to bring you back to me

Let me freeze time
And return to your side
Turning back the pages
In this book of memories
The you and I from that page
Oh~ho, the you and I of that time

The me that is not strong enough
is changing everyday
because of your love You changed
everything (my entire life)
Everything (my entire world)

The past me did not understand
how to cherish love
I once believed that even if love
ended, it would be fine But now,
I am changing because of you
Clearly, you aren’t by my side
Yet my love is still continuing,
as if it knows no bounds

Freezing time (oh! I really want to)
To return to your side
(to return to your side) That book
of memories (oh! those memories)
Is filled with words of sadness
As my tears disappear
Oh~ho, I return once more
to that white season

I gaze longingly at the you
whom I cannot see
I listen carefully to the you
whom I cannot hear

Naiiyak ako sa lyrics… I heard his voice… Parang may electricity na dumaloy sa katawan ko.. Naramdaman kong sumisipa si baby… I caressed my stomach.

“ Baby… si Daddy yun. Ang ganda ng boses niya noh? “ I didn’t realize that I was tearing up… Shizz. Why now? Naramdaman kong sumipa ulit siya.

“ Sorry baby.. namimiss ko lang si Daddy. Don’t worry. Promise ko sayo makikilala mo siya. “ Sabi ko. Hindi na ulit siya sumipa. Ang sakit pa naman. I removed the headphones and tinabi yung laptop. Humiga ako. I faced the ceiling… I closed my eyes and thought for a while.

Siguro kasalanan ko. I didn’t let him explain. Maybe it was really just a misunderstanding. Ano pa kaya maihaharap kong mukha ngayon sa kanya? I feel ashamed. I feel really burdened about it.. aish. Di ko namalayan na nakatulog na pala ako.

Reen’s POV

Narinig ko lahat ng sinabi ni ate Nyx. I do believe na magiging happy sila ulit. :”)) They both love each other. Pinanuod ko siyang matulog galling sa door frame. Pumunta ako sa kitchen. Linapag ko yung pinabili niya sa table. After that… Tinawagan ko si Jagi.

I told him everything… 2 days na lang pala pupunta na sila ditto but something came up daw. May concert sila with f(x) It will be moved na lang daw. After the concert, dun daw sila pupunta ditto sa Philippines. Daya ! >3< Hmp. He also told me na… medyo nagiging okay na daw si luhan. Medyo inaavoid nila yung topic na si ate Nyx kasi nagiging emotional siya…

Just a little more. Plan will be success. *sighs*

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A/N:

Leh is back ! Okay. VOTE & COMMENT ! Love you all. I’m so sorry for updating veeeery slow. Malapit nap o toh matapos. Maybe 3 more chaps. :”))

I haven’t heard Miracles of December pa. ;’< ajujuju… I’m being to addicted rin reading REAL books ngayon. Pero yung fantasy. XD Hahaha.

SEFG.