"fuck" maddie found herself whimpering, pinned up against a strangers wall. technically. she got to talking with the boy, who she then found out was to be called levi. she knew she wasn't straight, nor was she bisexual, and maybe it was the sadness, or possibly the alcohol, but she felt so damn good under his touch, and he almost made her forget. so there she was, in his tiny apartment, half naked, the chloe thing far away from her mind.
chloe had just got done crying into kalani's chest, she found it rather pathetic really, all kalani was going through and she was crying about a girl who didn't want her anymore. "right," she sniffled "let's go somewhere, take my mind off it?" kalani nodded at her suggestion, smiling. "where would you like to go, chlo? i don't think it's too late to go get dinner, you must be sick of eating microwave meals by now." chloe felt a smile creeping up on her face. "yeah, i am, let's go out for dinner." kalani smiled back at the girl, fumbling through her bag for something decent to wear. "we'd better not stay out late, i got a job interview for tomorrow, i'll be out of here in no time, don't you worry chlo." kalani seemed happy, though chloe felt her heart sink, she'd forgotten how genuinely lovely kalani was, blushing and being all shy with those freckles of hers. "right. yeah, i'm sure they'll love you." she smiled, trying her best to sound happy while rooting through her wardrobe. "you got anything to wear?" chloe asked, cocking an eyebrow. "i'll figure something out."
and then they were at a restaurant. not a fancy one, just a cute quiet one with crackling fireplaces and sweet waitresses in pinafores. chloe sipped on her drink, eyes meeting kalani's. she knew what she felt. she felt butterflies. big scary fluttery ones. she couldn't decide wether it was due to her missing maddie, because she had been missing her a lot, or if it was something different. sure, kalani was stunning, and they had an insane amount of history, but she didn't think she liked her, not like that, at least. quite frankly, it hurt her head. she hated love.
[ a/n; i kinda abandoned this i'm sorry pals. ]
