My True Love (Please Stay Series)

Regret (C9)

Warning: Ariana's Dream contains sexual content.

*Ariana's POV*

What did I just do?!

I let it happen! I just tried to stop him once! Once! What was the matter with me! I walked past Link, Frankie and Alexa, them asking where I was going. I quickly ran up stairs and into my bedroom. I heard footsteps follow me, and instead of Link, I saw Alexa.

"Are you okay?" she asked, "Link was going to come up, but I saw the look..."

"What is wrong with me?!" I yelled, not trying to be so loud, "I let it happen!"

"What happened out there Ari?"

I sighed, feeling so much regret, "I, almost, did it with--"

"What?!" she screamed, "You almost did it! Ari!"

"I tried, but he just kept kissing me, and then he moved down! And I..." I felt a tear go down my face, "What am I going to tell Link?"

"Ariana," she came and sat next to me on the bed, "I have no idea. But you need to realize something before saying anything to Link."

"What?" I asked, I was very confused.

"Did you like it?" she simply said.

I cried even more. I honeslty didn't know. Link came into the bedroom.

"Whoa, Ari," he came down next to me, "What happened, you okay?"

He held me close, I hated it. I just kept crying, he tried to calm me down. Nothing would.

I cheated.

"Ari, Ari, calm down..." he kept saying, "Look at me." I dug my head into his neck, "Ari, look at me."

I sniffled a bit, "What happened?" he asked.

I didn't know what to say. I just stared at him, and felt more tears coming. I dug my head back into his neck. "Okay, just cry..." he said. I felt him give a kiss on my head.

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I laid on the bed, still sniffing. Link gave me my space, I didn't even have to ask. He came up a couple times, just to give me more tissues and a kiss. I felt bad, him kissing me without me telling him what had happened. I still thought about what Alexa had said.

I wasn't sure on my feelings. I mean I hated what I did with Nathan, at least I thought I did. I mean at one point a felt sparks, but I always feels sparks when I kiss Link. As even if I did have feelings for Nathan again, I wouldn't be sure if he could top the way Link treats me. They both obviously love me.

God, why is this so hard? It should be Link that's what I should be saying.

But yet I still thought about the possibility of Nathan.

My mind was going crazy, my head was spinning, everything was getting blurry. I took a nap to try and stop the dizziness.

He rushed towards me. He roughly kissed me, licking my lips for entrance. I denied, only for him to yank off my shirt and press against me. I opened my mouth a bit, and his tongue danced around. He already had no shirt. He moved his way down to my neck, leaving kisses. He sucked on a single part. I moaned. He put me down against the bed, somehow my legs were wrapped around his waist. He looked at me, raising an eyebrow as he touched my bra. I gave him a look, tugging at his pants. He smiled, ripping off my bra, and slipping down his pants. He jumped on top of me, rubbing against my bare skin. I moaned a bit. I suddenly felt a large item on my chest. He had removed his boxers, revealing his privates. He stood up, leaving me on the bed. I quickly followed him, grabbing his wrist. I pulled him close, and shimmied my way down his body. His cologne was strong, even down there. I stared at it, hanging down, so large. I quickly grabbed and started rubbing. He moaned and leaned against a wall. I rubbed harder, and he moaned louder. I looked up, he was trying so hard not to yell for more. I stopped, and he put me on the ground. He stripped of my jeans, playfully touching my underwear. He kept looking, playing around with it. I laughed a bit, playing around with his hair.